Just call me Bipolar Betty!

I'm feeling okay now. I had a bath, I pampered myself with pretty bath salts and a shave and some extra nice shampoo that I bought myself today. I went through the photos and realised that there were a couple of things I *didn't* do, some mistakes that were made. I may have to set up a no-go zone tomorrow outside and take some shots of me. In bikini stuff, though. Or something. Who knows. It all depends how much I can trust a) my family's bad skills at recalling basic things like "Don't go here - sister/daugher naked" and b) my father not to try to take a peek and laugh at me like the dirty old fuck he is.

He's not REALLY dirty, he's just kidding but still. Unnerving. Or I can poke someone else to take it. *sighs* Bwee. Who knows. I should do it before my periods start, I think. :T

I'm not uploading any shots tonight cause it's already 12:30 and I'm really exhausted. I just want to curl up and sleep now. Sorry about chucking a thrombo on LJ. I should just be barred access certain days of the month, I think. Definitely. LOL!

My body hates me.

It really does. You know why? I tell you why. Somehow, last night, I ruined my back. I have this spot in my back and it's KILLING ME. Jab jab jab!!! And I have a headache that's coming and going. It hurts when I breath - my back, that is. Fuck it all.

But at least it's distracting me from my tum-tum.