Feb. 19th, 2006
I'm so tired of this. My intestines decided to evacuate themselves today. Even though I was planning to go see Meryki, Shig and Quinn today. I couldn't, I felt far too sore and questionable for even that. *sigh* Fuck it all.
Anyone else that has endo or knows endo sufferers - do you have that? Days where everything is ejected from your intestines?
Anyone else that has endo or knows endo sufferers - do you have that? Days where everything is ejected from your intestines?
Wasting my time looking at ONTD
Feb. 19th, 2006 08:19 pmYou know. I get premenstrual and in pain - I start looking through celebrity goss.
Thing is, you know who shits me WAY more than the celebs do? Some of the people commenting on the articles. You can never believe how stupid some people can be.
Like, there was an article about Nicole Kidman presenting an award. And a bunch of people said "OH NOES! She's all old?! What happened to you, SATINE?! Why the wrinkles?!"
...
Dude! That movie came out five years ago! Are they even aware how rapidly you age from 30 to 40? Not everyone has a portrait of themselves aging in a basement! And there were plenty of "Oh why can't you look like you did X years ago?" For God's sake. Let the woman age.
On the flipside, I'd say to her, "For God's sake! Let yourself age!!" cause she really is looking funky. Kinda like a kabuki mask.
... Though I can see how this could be seen as hideously hypocritical, taking into account my moaning and bawling about my looks in these past two days. The difference between me and most Hollywood starlets is that they would actually put themselves through life-threatening surgery to look younger.
Where as I would buy a better corset and make sure I knew the best way to pose. Cause I am that sad. And that old school. LOL.
Thing is, you know who shits me WAY more than the celebs do? Some of the people commenting on the articles. You can never believe how stupid some people can be.
Like, there was an article about Nicole Kidman presenting an award. And a bunch of people said "OH NOES! She's all old?! What happened to you, SATINE?! Why the wrinkles?!"
...
Dude! That movie came out five years ago! Are they even aware how rapidly you age from 30 to 40? Not everyone has a portrait of themselves aging in a basement! And there were plenty of "Oh why can't you look like you did X years ago?" For God's sake. Let the woman age.
On the flipside, I'd say to her, "For God's sake! Let yourself age!!" cause she really is looking funky. Kinda like a kabuki mask.
... Though I can see how this could be seen as hideously hypocritical, taking into account my moaning and bawling about my looks in these past two days. The difference between me and most Hollywood starlets is that they would actually put themselves through life-threatening surgery to look younger.
Where as I would buy a better corset and make sure I knew the best way to pose. Cause I am that sad. And that old school. LOL.
Guts hurting...
Feb. 19th, 2006 11:56 pmDear God,
The pain! Please make it stop!
Love,
Nancy.
~~*~~
Dear Nancy,
Sorry. No can do. How about I whore my only begotten Son to you in dream form again tonight?
Total and utter universal love that defies description,
God.
~~*~~
Dear God,
Well, let's see. I had a dream where I carried TWO of his children. Sure, in the dream I was Mary Magdelene. Now, unless the dream-sperm of your Son can heal my uterus from its terrible illness, then ... oh, what am I saying? Lay the dream on me. I can never say no to Jesus.
Damn you, God. You know my weaknesses.
In sacreligious love,
Nancy.
~~*~~
Dearest Nancy,
Love me whatever way you like, as long as you love me.
Kisses,
God.
~~*~~
Dear God,
Okay, that just sounded creepy.
Love,
Nancy.
~~*~~
Nancy,
Whoops.
-God.
The pain! Please make it stop!
Love,
Nancy.
~~*~~
Dear Nancy,
Sorry. No can do. How about I whore my only begotten Son to you in dream form again tonight?
Total and utter universal love that defies description,
God.
~~*~~
Dear God,
Well, let's see. I had a dream where I carried TWO of his children. Sure, in the dream I was Mary Magdelene. Now, unless the dream-sperm of your Son can heal my uterus from its terrible illness, then ... oh, what am I saying? Lay the dream on me. I can never say no to Jesus.
Damn you, God. You know my weaknesses.
In sacreligious love,
Nancy.
~~*~~
Dearest Nancy,
Love me whatever way you like, as long as you love me.
Kisses,
God.
~~*~~
Dear God,
Okay, that just sounded creepy.
Love,
Nancy.
~~*~~
Nancy,
Whoops.
-God.