Post-Migraine blues.

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I thought I was going nuts. I had a nap cause I was feeling so ratshit and when I woke up, I had a crushing depression. Like, suicidal depression. I don't like feeling that and I got up immediately, took a Lovan and got on the computer to get busy. I asked my brother Paul (a fellow migraine sufferer) if he's ever been depressed after a migraine. Apparently so. I had a look on the net and yes, it's a part of the postdrome phase of migraines. I thought I was going nuts for a minute there. *sigh*

I'm just so bloody tired and exhausted. And I feel really out of it. Like, dizzy or something. Still a bit nauseous sometimes too. Dad keeps nagging me to do chores and I'm like, "Dude... not happening. Feel sick."

On the upside, my hair looks really good today. Shiny! I thought I had a silver hair, totally freaked out. Pulled it out, went into the sunlight (best way to check) and it gleamed a bright golden colour. Fucking blonde hairs. I'm a dark brunette and I get these fucking gold and ginger hairs mixed in there, particularly at the front. In fact, if you look at this icon - the mermaid face one? Look at the puff of hair at the side of my hair - see how much lighter it is than the hair at the top? Yeah. Must be the German side coming out, I think. "I VILL BE SEEN!" It's hard to beat out the wog genes, see. I like being woggy, though. Oily skin is great. And no, I'm not being sarcastic. In this hot dry climate I live in, it's death to have dry skin. I still moisturise, though, to keep my levels up.

I'm just rambling now. I'm going to fuck around on the internet some more!

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[caitlen.livejournal.com]

Hahahaahahahahha - I'd forgotten that line!! *giggle* take care of yourself :)