About as much use as tits on a bull...

[logansrogue]

That sums up me this weekend. I've done nothing but lay around and feel sick. My endo pains have been amplified, it seems by the flu, so I've been feeling really fantasticly bad. I slept a lot today, I had a real hard time staying awake. I'd sit down to watch a DVD and by the end of the episode of either Monkey or Poirot, I'd be drifting off to sleep.

I've gotten no real writing done to speak of, or drawing or any music. For a week I've been useless. I really do hate that, you know.

I think I'm falling into a bit of a downer. I've been waiting for the next bit of surgery for ages and I'm terrified I've fallen through the cracks. I'm going to call my gynaecologist's office tomorrow to find out if they've forgotten about me.

Until then, I kinda feel like a stuffed animal that's been accidentally kicked under the couch. Just sitting there, gathering dust, not really doing anybody any good and not really missed much either. I figure I'm sounding sorry for myself but after the past few days that I've had, I think it's kinda understandable.

I just wish the pain would piss off. It's pointless hoping that but I tell you, it really does get to you when it's bad pain for a few days. I figure it's my period coming up. I'm going to have a bad premenstrual week, I just know it. This period'll be a bad'un.

Comments

[annearchy.livejournal.com]

Feel better soon, honey :) *hugs*

[nousia.livejournal.com]

Eep. :/

I'm sorry, Nancy.

[shantari.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Not even people without problems like yours can go through life without having several often long periods when they're not doing anyone any good.

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

This is so. *nods*