Kinda bummed.
Aug. 6th, 2006 04:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
logansrogueIt's a Sunday and I haven't done much today. I watch some Monkey and an episode of Poirot. I had some tabouli and I finally defeated the layouts for the neopet version of Mahjongg. I should be able to make about 2100 points a day if I'm in good form, on top of the 1900 I tend to make with Destruct-O-Match.
Haven't heard from the boy. I figure he's thoroughly lost interest.
I've been a bit down since, feeling a little un-sexy, undesirable. And it's not cause of my looks. I know that some people think I'm pretty and some don't. That's a subjective thing and it's something I can't entirely control. It's my personality I'm in mourning for. Guys just seem to dislike me the moment they get to know the details, you know? Am I that much of a scary retard?
Sometimes I feel like I'm never going to find that 'someone'. Most of the time I don't care. Sometimes I do.
The football has been good this weekend. I've enjoyed it.
Haven't heard from the boy. I figure he's thoroughly lost interest.
I've been a bit down since, feeling a little un-sexy, undesirable. And it's not cause of my looks. I know that some people think I'm pretty and some don't. That's a subjective thing and it's something I can't entirely control. It's my personality I'm in mourning for. Guys just seem to dislike me the moment they get to know the details, you know? Am I that much of a scary retard?
Sometimes I feel like I'm never going to find that 'someone'. Most of the time I don't care. Sometimes I do.
The football has been good this weekend. I've enjoyed it.
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Date: 2006-08-06 01:46 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-08-06 01:50 pm (UTC)