Kinda bummed.

[logansrogue]

It's a Sunday and I haven't done much today. I watch some Monkey and an episode of Poirot. I had some tabouli and I finally defeated the layouts for the neopet version of Mahjongg. I should be able to make about 2100 points a day if I'm in good form, on top of the 1900 I tend to make with Destruct-O-Match.

Haven't heard from the boy. I figure he's thoroughly lost interest.

I've been a bit down since, feeling a little un-sexy, undesirable. And it's not cause of my looks. I know that some people think I'm pretty and some don't. That's a subjective thing and it's something I can't entirely control. It's my personality I'm in mourning for. Guys just seem to dislike me the moment they get to know the details, you know? Am I that much of a scary retard?

Sometimes I feel like I'm never going to find that 'someone'. Most of the time I don't care. Sometimes I do.

The football has been good this weekend. I've enjoyed it.

Comments

[secrets-n-lies.livejournal.com]

**giant bear hug of doooooom!**

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

*YAY BEAR HUGS*

[miafitz.livejournal.com]

*hugs* You should play carnival of terror, it's a hella fun shooting clowns.

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

I get stressed out by games like that. I like quiet thinking games. I guess I'm a terrible dag! LOL!

[nousia.livejournal.com]

:(

You're not, Nancy.

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

What - undesirable? Don't really have much evidence of the contrary these days, I'm afraid. :T

[nousia.livejournal.com]

I meant that you're not a scary retard, sorry. =/ (It could be both that and the fact that you're not undesirable.)

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Oh no, I'm definitely a scary retard. Definitely.

[nousia.livejournal.com]

Heh. I'll have to disagree with you on that. Sorry, Nancy.

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

You've never had me embarrass you in public with my silly behaviour! LOL!

[nousia.livejournal.com]

Okay..good point. But I'm still not budging :p

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

ROFLMAO. God bless you.

[findle.livejournal.com]

Well I have, and I still say you're not a scary retard.

So THERE.

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

... Okay, you guys WIN! LOL!

[strangedave.livejournal.com]

I am a boy. I know your personality and the details. And I find you adorable. Don't be down on yourself.

[flyingreptile.livejournal.com]

You can please some men all of the time,
and all men some of the time,
but you can't please all men all of the time.

No, it doesn't make any sense to me either... *hugs*

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

*hugs*