Eight days...

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http://www.endo-resolved.com/laparoscopy_advice.html

I was reading it and I started crying. I'm so scared. I'm really fucking scared. I'm scared of the needles, of the pain, of being somewhere I don't know, of being incapacitated for how many days... I'm just really terrified. :( Mum keeps telling me I'll be fine but I don't trust her. She was all laid back about childbirth, ergo - she's fucking nuts or something. :(

I'm going to try to relax. I'm getting my periods, which is OH so joyful, they haven't arrived yet but it's day 29 so they should be here tonight or tomorrow ( providing I'm not carrying the second coming, because there's no other fuckin' way I'd be pg... "Blasphemeee! Blasphor Youuuu! Blas for everybody in the room!"

Bwah.

Comments

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I underwent laparascopy for endo twice way back in the day when I was 17 and then 18 (which was really a long time ago!) No, it wasn't a lot of joyous fun but it's not all that bad. I'd take that over childbirth, a kidney stone or an ugly root canal and I've done all three of those things now! Besides, at least it means they're doing something to help you. Just relax and you'll be okay.