I really hate myself.
Feb. 17th, 2006 09:47 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
logansrogueI'm looking through the photos I took of myself today. I don't know if I'll put them up or not - possibly not. I don't want people making fun of how I look. I'm terrified. I also feel I'm not pretty enough to make art out of.
I'm not being, you know, false and fishing for compliments or any shit like that. I honestly feel this way about myself and I feel like crying cause I feel like there's NOTHING I can do about it. I used to be so fucking skinny. I miss those days. I hate how I look now. I think I look terrible.
I'm not being, you know, false and fishing for compliments or any shit like that. I honestly feel this way about myself and I feel like crying cause I feel like there's NOTHING I can do about it. I used to be so fucking skinny. I miss those days. I hate how I look now. I think I look terrible.
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Date: 2006-02-17 02:36 pm (UTC)And she's not saggy. My skin is sagging at the front. And I have mottling on my belly from months of wearing a heat pack. My boobs aren't as nice as hers either.
But I do get what you're saying. I have a friend, Ellie, who is doing stock work. She's not skinny but she has a *gorgeous* figure. It's just beautiful. She's got the right kind of curves.