First day of school.

[logansrogue]

I must say, I came home rather depressed.

Not only was I not with my friends in class today (I missed them dearly) cause I'm repeating, but everyone in the class knew each other and didn't really know me. I felt so left out. I'm terrified that when it comes time to break up into groups for projects, I'll be on my own. :(

Then there's the fact that this is a six month course, after which I'll have six months where I have to wait for the next certificate to start because Cert IV doesn't do a mid-year start. I am so boned. What am I going to do for six months? I was talking to my brother at the station and some fucking smart-arsed jerk overheard and said, "Get a job."

Yeah, very fucking funny. God willing, I should be well enough after the operation to work. But who wants to hire me for six months? I suppose I could just do temp work again, like data entry or something. It'd be really nice to be able to earn some decent money for once.

I'm just scared if I DON'T get better. What will I do? :( I'm already nervous about doing this course in this state. *sigh* Fuck.

Anyway, the upshot of all of this is that I'm feeling a bit down. I feel like I've been left behind. I hate this sickness. I'm so shitty that it's done this to me.

Comments

[tommmo.livejournal.com]

You can get part time or casual work over a six month period, as there are many companies who don't really think that far ahead. You can just start working and after six months quit because the hours "aren't compatible with my study." I've done that a couple of times. You can even get work where they let you cut back your hours once you start school, which is what I did with Quokka.