"I feel like I've taken crazy pills!"
Nov. 19th, 2008 07:34 amUgh. I can't sleep. I MUST sleep for the next hour. I have a very important appointment today that I cannot miss, or I won't get my disability pension. My nerves are shot and the sleep deprivation combined with coming down off the codeine is TOTALLY skeezing me out. My heart rate it up, my bowels are cramping, my mind is racing, I'm SO SO TIRED. I was really pressured about this appointment and now my mind is freaking out. I'll get it out of the way. God, I'm just so tired.
I don't know if it's the codeine, the sleep deprivation or a crazy combination of all three. I feel like I'm getting buried in panic attacks.
Ugh, it'll be okay, it will. I just need some rest.
I don't know if it's the codeine, the sleep deprivation or a crazy combination of all three. I feel like I'm getting buried in panic attacks.
Ugh, it'll be okay, it will. I just need some rest.