Bah. Ugly day.

I've had what I call an 'Ugly day'. A day when you feel absolutely ugly and disgusting. I've been *this* close to crying all day.

I made the mistake of looking at old photos of myself. The worst thing to do, I got so depressed because I don't look like that anymore. And I've been absolutely convinced that I've put on about three kilos in a week. It wasn't until today that I started getting stomach cramps, jabbing stomach pains and all sorts of painful and unsavoury details that point to some kind of gut lurgy. So maybe the huge stomach I've had this past week is just ill health and periods jumping on me at once.

Or maybe I'm putting on weight. My thighs are super-chunky. Xena would be impressed, I think. It's cause I'm walking four kilometres every day, two of those ks up a hill. I mean, I'm fitter than I used to be, but most certainly not prettier. :T