Bah. Ugly day.

[logansrogue]

I've had what I call an 'Ugly day'. A day when you feel absolutely ugly and disgusting. I've been *this* close to crying all day.

I made the mistake of looking at old photos of myself. The worst thing to do, I got so depressed because I don't look like that anymore. And I've been absolutely convinced that I've put on about three kilos in a week. It wasn't until today that I started getting stomach cramps, jabbing stomach pains and all sorts of painful and unsavoury details that point to some kind of gut lurgy. So maybe the huge stomach I've had this past week is just ill health and periods jumping on me at once.

Or maybe I'm putting on weight. My thighs are super-chunky. Xena would be impressed, I think. It's cause I'm walking four kilometres every day, two of those ks up a hill. I mean, I'm fitter than I used to be, but most certainly not prettier. :T

Comments

[azinazelle.livejournal.com]

Babe, you are very beautiful. If it's periods couldn't it be water weight? I put on 3 to 5 pounds of water as I near and during my period. Be good to yourself babe.

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

I try to be. I eat carefully. I don't drink much soft drink. I walk a lot. I just don't know why I'm getting pudgy. :(

[azinazelle.livejournal.com]

If you gained weight rapidly it's probably just water which you'll get rid of soon enough. Just eat healthy - don't starve yourself - and keep up with that exercise. You're probably healthier than I am! I certainly don't have that good of a lifestyle.

[annearchy.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

*smile*

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

WHERE DID YOU GET THAT PICTURE?!

[annearchy.livejournal.com]

Oh you mean this one?? It's the latest WB promo photo. j;lakjdf;lajd;ljfa;djf;adj !!! *ded*

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

An URL! I NEED AN URL BABY!!

[annearchy.livejournal.com]

You mean like this? :D

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Mmmmmm. So nice. *dies*

[annearchy.livejournal.com]

^^^^^^^^^^

*kills you again;)*

[nephron.livejournal.com]

*hugses*

You were invited to my thing tonight, I think I told you but I'm not sure I managed to get the message across.

*hugses* anyway

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

where what when wuh?! Wanna know! :)

[nephron.livejournal.com]

Uh, for "tonight" read "last night".

But feel free to come around tonight if you're up to it! :)

[mononwalker.livejournal.com]

Wife puts on about 5 pounds the week before her period. If that's the case, don't worry yourself. Worrying only adds to stomach grieve (believe me, I know).

And to me, fit is pretty - chunky thighs and all.

[connaka.livejournal.com]

Aw, sweetie. *hugs*

If it makes you feel any better, I think you're gorgeous! :)

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Thank you :)

[lissannej.livejournal.com]

You're beautiful, Nancy. Never let anyone tell you any different. *hands you a flower* ♥

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

*cuddles flower* Thank you!

[http://users.livejournal.com/doctor_k_/]

To be totally superficial and shallow - you were totally hot when I last saw you - can't believe that could change.

And muscly thighs? Think Catherine Zeta Jones in Cabaret - those were the thighs of a dancer. Not like Renee Zellweger's skinny pins that she could only shimmy on.

Anyhoo, beauty's on the inside yada yada yada. Confidence, happiness and humour are far more important for beauty than weight/skin/looks. And far more noticeable/striking/and longlasting.

[weird4hanson.livejournal.com]

Aww, you're fine! Would it cheer you up if I confessed that I have a bit of a girl-crush on you? *Hides head*

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

*bg* Yeah, totally! *pinches your cheeky*

[strangedave.livejournal.com]

You are extremely attractive, in every way that matters. Never think otherwise.

Just think how many of your friends think you are totally hot, are you going to argue with all of us? Hey, you ready to take us all on?