Tall? Not really. Delicate? Never. Goofy? Always.

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If you can't tell, I'm talking about myself. Dunno why, having a down moment. I feel ugly. Just - bleh. Just yicky through and through. Feel like crying. God I'm so lame, I mean there's more important things to be worried about than how I look, but seriously. I just feel like my nose is huge and my chin is sticky outty and my facial structure belongs on a guy. The other day my sisters said I look like kd lang. I mean - I wanted to cry! Sure, I was dressed up as a guy and had make-up on to help that look along, but honestly! It was so upsetting. Why is it people say I look like different guys? Elvis? oh... kd isn't a man. Technically anyways.

I sing in front of people tomorrow night. Yay. Ish.

Some women are, you know, delicate. They're girly. They're gentle looking and they're soft and they're small, even in frame if not in height. I'm not fat, I know that. I have a great weight. I'm not tall, but geez, I'm built like Xena fucking Warrior Princess. Which is okay if I was dating women (bad joke there, GJers, don't kill me). That and I don't have a coordinated bone in my body. I don't move like a lady or talk like a lady.

I guess I could try to fix it, but then I wouldn't be myself, would I? I guess I'm sad because, when I'm being myself... I'm someone I don't like.

I guess, like every other girl, I wish I could be like the girls in the magazine. Even though I hate them so much.