Why am I awake?

[logansrogue]

I was tired at 12. I totally was. I went to bed, started reading, and before I knew it it was 2:30 in the morning. Oh shit. Kept reading, hoping to hit that point of 'Oh fuck, gotta sleep'. It never came. I lay in bed in the dark trying to get to sleep. I didn't get to sleep.

It is now 5:30 in the morning and I'm STILL NOT ASLEEP.

I hate this. I have a migraine threatening me, I can feel it crawling around in the back of my head. I keep popping nurofen in the hope that it'll just FUCK OFF already. I am REALLY TIRED but I just can't sleep, fuck it. GAH!

And, incidentally, I miss my old Xena buddies. My 'clique'. God, we used to have fun.

Comments

[marymc.livejournal.com]

FUCK OFF MIGRAINE!!!

I remember that feeling. I'm sleeping much better in recent times, but I had ohsomany nights feelin' sorry for myself... You'll hopefully be tired enough tomorrow night to really enjoy bedtime. ;)

[azinazelle.livejournal.com]

I miss you too hon. we had a lot of fun on the "purples" didn't we? *hugs*

[xedra.livejournal.com]

*hugs*
*growls menacingly at nasty migraine*

Its always about Mary Jane, Spiderman

[(Anonymous)]

Its been a few months now but I only recently stumbled upon the endless trash at the Devildoll LJ post and wow I must admit I am not shocked. A womans anger is the weathervane of truth. The moment someone points out a womans flaws, there is no logical responce other than sheer and utter rage. Its not about equality, it never has been because if it was there wouldnt of been a picture drawn. Im personally not hurt at all, as men dont have cry breaks over vouge magazine, as women shouldnt over things not produced for them. Nevertheless, the spew from all those women foaming at the mouth over someone to blame about why they are fat, alone, ugly, etc. it was so amusing. I had to find the ringleader of the bandwagon and here I am. Now after seeing your, along with the other frantic headless chickens that posted, pictures I understand the raw jelousy of what men want and the fact you will never be that, even though deep down it makes you sick because teenage girls binge themselves to acheive that. They should be awarded. Thank you, for proving the point. Women are by birth, less than men but we cant fault you for that only when you try and lie about it. I could go on and on but women have selective hearing as well as Female Tourette's Syndrome. Within moments the board was mass emailing everyone who had a hand in this figure screaming insane sexist remarks. If a man stands up to a woman, she calls him gay. Its not classy, but then agian 99% of woman arn't. I know I will be lashed back upon, only again validing my point. Anger, thats a womans truth. Record and remember everything only so you can lash back out, marriage is a scam, if you have to prenup. Never pay for breast implants because once your wallet is through she moves onto the next John. The long running and best proffesion has been and always will be a prostitue, your paying either her or the resturant. Once again for such an interesting frenzy of female ignorance.

On a sidenote, the female reports for Fox thanks to a generous petition and on site protest was terminated due to her sexist and arrogant remarks on air. Guess the door swings both ways. Honestly no I dont care about spelling correctly or properly when it comes to the internet. "Blogging is serious" afterall HAHA. Only a woman would call something as simple as typing as "difficult work", like nurturing right? Helping something to do what it already does naturally, childbirth has got to be the best scam ever.