I was bored. Now I'm just pissed off.

[logansrogue]

So, I buy a LaCie portable hard-drive and I copy all my mp3s onto it. That's ten years of mp3 collecting.

OR SO I THINK.

It only copied HALF of the fuckers, and the rest was deleted. I only noticed this a WEEK LATER when the files have been irretrievably deleted.

...

FUUUUUUCK!

It's ALL our music. ALL of it. The MAIN FILE. Now I have to dig around and get it all back again! It'll never be the same! God, I feel like crying! NO, I feel like pigging out on chocolate.


Another depressing thing - I'm putting on weight again. I went to the dietician and I was 65.2 kilos. I just wanted to fall into tears. That other set of scales must have been fucked. I never lost any weight - I'm still big. *sigh* Probably because all my food is sorta high GI. I'm going to talk to my dietician in three weeks and say, "Listen, dude, what do I need to cut out of my diet so that I stop getting porky?" Cause dude... SO don't want to be fat again. I mean, I've cut out all oily food. You think that would help, you know?

Sixty one. Sweet, sweet sixty one. I want to be sixty-one again! *sob*

Comments

[nephron.livejournal.com]

I really wish you wouldn't complain about how fat you are- you're around my height, and I weigh at least 7kg more than you, often much more than that (I hit a high of 92kg around this time last year). I don't consider myself fat, but when I see you describing your much slimmer self as fat, I feel as though I should describe myself that way too...

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Yeah, but you look good and your body seems to be naturally about that weight. Mine is bigger than it used to be, so that's why I'm freaking out.

But don't listen to me - I'm being stupid. *hugs*

[flyingreptile.livejournal.com]

And here I was thinking that you were celebrating that you finally managed to put some flesh on your bones. Celebrating being 65ish is kind of ambiguous. You could be celebrating not being overweight any more, or celebrating not being underweight any more.

OK, so you want to be an world famous celebrity, and underweight is kind of the new black. But when you think about it, dieting is really just a poor substitute for Photoshop the GIMP. :P

(I wouldn't want to be 65kg. I wouldn't mind losing up to 20Kg, but I'd still beat you at Sumo any day of the week.)

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Oh, no no. See, I was sick for a long time and I got bigger than I'd ever been in my life and I felt absolutely miserable. I thought I'd somehow managed to go back to the weight I was when I was younger, I mean, I look thinner. I guess that's all that's important, right?

I'm worried my new diet is making me put on weight. Too high GI. :(