This is what it sounds like - when my brain's fried.

[logansrogue]

Can't draw. Want to draw. NEED to draw. Have MUCH to draw before Swancon. But I just. Can't. DRAW. I look at what I'm supposed to be doing and I feel a great wave of loathing. Like, "UGH. Not NOW. I CAN'T!"

And it's the same with the writing. I wish I knew why I felt such apathy, cause I really do love drawing and I want to do lots of drawing. I just hate everything I come up with. I hate the way I draw, I hate how everything turns out way less cool than I imagined it. I hate how I have to muddle my way to a good picture, that it just doesn't come easily like it used to. I used to just - GRAB inspiration and shit out art and it looked good. It was overloaded with confidence.

This is what happens when I get utterly frustrated and draw about it:







Getting a headache. I might go to bed and try to relax. I'm absolutely unsure what to do with myself. I'm certain the government will bustle in soon and find me something, even though I'm sick all the time. Blah.

Comments

[strangedave.livejournal.com]

That was an awesome drawing! Even when you think you can't draw, you draw awesome!

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Heh, thank you darling. Was great to see you today! *hugs*

[strangedave.livejournal.com]

Was great to see you too! *hugs*

[berenicepotter.livejournal.com]

LMAO xD Sorry, but that pic is pretty funny xD
Why are you sick of that pretty face? :P I know I know, too much trying on it.
Oh wait, is that Daniel?!?! Now he is naked xD Poor kids whose parents won't let them watch HP ever again xD They will have to hide to watch it, and it will feel like watching porn away from parents! LOLZ

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

That's okay, it's meant to be.

Yeah, I work hard on it and I'm like, "Oh God, Rannon, you perfect bastard!"

Yes, that's Dan's arse. I just can't believe I know what Dan's arse-crack looks like. Ergo - it doesn't leave my brain.

[berenicepotter.livejournal.com]

Your feet look like empanadas xD

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

What the freak is an empanada?!

[angriest.livejournal.com]

A technical term meaning "Nancy's foot".

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

A Spanish technical term, I take it. A whole country developed a word just do describe my great big clodhoppers. Bwahahaha.

[berenicepotter.livejournal.com]

LMAO



http://images.google.com.py/images?svnum=10&hl=es&gbv=2&q=empanada&btnG=Búsqueda

EMPANADAS ARE YUMMY!! lmao, it's like a pie, but smaller, stuffed with meat, chicken, ham and cheese, whatever you want. :P
My sister use to say her feet look like empanadas xD And yours, my friend, in that pic, look too x)

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Oh, we have them! We call them pasties! And you're right, they ARE yummy! :D

My feet only look like empanadas when I draw them badly.

[berenicepotter.livejournal.com]

Oh, don't worry, I know your feet don't actually look like empanadas xD

Do you have them fried or...not fried LOL Sorry, I forgot how to say it...'al horno' x)

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Aaah, no, they're baked in an oven. Empanadas are probably tastier, then. :D

[berenicepotter.livejournal.com]

Baked in an oven! That's it x) We have both here :D I like more the baked ones, more healthy :3 But yeah, fried are yummy too x3

[dclore.livejournal.com]

As I've said before I wish I could draw even half as well as you do!

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Aww. *hug*

[asweetdownfall.livejournal.com]

I'm with strangedave :)