I am in SO much pain today...

[logansrogue]

Seriously... It's really quite... amazingly strong. (I've turned into William Shatner- HELP!)

I didn't need any codeine for days. Now I need it badly, it's hit me like a ton of bricks. Aaaaah, chronic pain, what a ride. /sarcasm

In other news, I'm a member of the X Squad. I was excited till I realised that the point of being in the X Squad was to get OTHER people to be in the X Squad and to do ALL the pre-release publicity FOR Fox rather than those lazy, misely fucktards doing it themselves. There's nothing in it for ME - no fun games, no free prizes, no commemorative things. No. The only prizes goes to those who basically do a hard day's work pimping links to their friends and being generally annoying, which I'm not prepared to do. So, Fox, you can take your fucking movie and ram it.

There. I feel better. *happy sigh*

Oh - and venus_ice? HHR loves you. You're too fucking nice.

Comments

[ellinorianne.livejournal.com]

Chronic pain cannot be good. I'm sorry you have to deal with it.

I feel like I deal with chronic pain, but it's internal. Depression is just awful. I get random aches and pains and I tie it all to depression.

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Depression makes things worse. Thankfully, my depression hasn't been a problem for me lately. Just the pain! :D

New LJflamecup post, by the by. lovedhurtlost getting the shit flamed out of her (she's not ugly at all) and you also get a few mentions, but they're so lame, they make the flamers look bad. :P

So does the anti_vendettaV posts. Way to make your side look good - making fun of people with disabilities.

[ellinorianne.livejournal.com]

I'm tired of depression. TIRED OF IT.

My flames were right on though, I say things that are pretty lame. SO what, I don't care :)

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

You feel like it never ends, huh? I don't know how I managed to worm my way out of the real bad crushing downers. I saw a clinical psychologist for a few months, that helped a lot. And I take two Lovan roughly every two days or so.

I think the biggest thing that helped was the psych saying that I wasn't a freak, that I had good reasons to be sad and that I felt things deeper than most people did. If that makes sense.

And you're not lame. I thought the flames were pretty stupid. LOL.

[ellinorianne.livejournal.com]

I wish I could afford a psychologist. I have Kaiser and it's hard to see someone. The last time I had an appointment it turned out Charlotte was out of school that day and I couldn't bring my 3 year old, could I?

It's just very frustrating when you don't want to feel a certain way and you do consistantly. But I've struggled with this my whole life.

Good times.

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Aah, see, here in Australia, you can get free sessions with clin psychs at special clinics. Mainly cause they haven't got their degrees yet, they're just at the end of their diplomas or whatever. I was lucky to get this really awesome, down to earth and real guy. I'll be forever thankful for him, cause I was back to the bright, happy girl I was before the depression made me all cynical and empty. I still get downers, but he gave me the tools to work my way out of it. I still feel it, that bleakness, that sadness, but I just know how to work through it. I still need my pills, though, I'd be fucked without them.

I know how bad it can feel, though. You're brave, remember that!

[starfyre01.livejournal.com]

Ironically enough, I watched a celebrity biography on The Shatner last night - was pretty good, too...

Oy vey. Sorry that you're in such massive pain again. It's just not fair that you have to live like that. By the way, did you happen to get the mp3? I did e-mail it to you yesterday.

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Hehehe, that's something I'd wanna see.

It's a part of my life. I'm living with it. :) I did get the mp3, I'm enjoying, thank you! :D

[starfyre01.livejournal.com]

It's worth watching, actually. He talks about his delivery style among other things - and the man's got a pretty whacked-out sense of humor (the Priceline.com commercials he does are a good indication of that). He used to amuse his girls when they were little by, whenever they were on a plane (and they'd beg him to do it, by the way), by acting like the character he played on The Twilight Zone...

Glad that you're enjoying the mp3! Also, I just sent you some feedback e-mail.

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

I LOVE THE SHAT! *giggle-snort* The man is a fucking legend. Have you seen his interviews on the making of sections of the ten-dvd set of the Trek movies? He was all like "I taught Leonard... *everything* he knows. I taught him. He is the man he is because of me." *straight face* LOLOL! SO FUCKING HILARIOUS!!

I know! Much glee! I wrote the rest of that Mallecium scene, and a beginning of an AX scene if you'd like to see it. :D

[starfyre01.livejournal.com]

No, I haven't seen the interviews, but now I simply HAVE to - just for the giggle-snort factor alone :-D Much, much luff for The Shat!

Oh please - send away!

[venus-ice.livejournal.com]

correction: i'm obsessive about h/hr! :P besides, a paid account would make stuff easier to manage in such a huge comm.

[nousia.livejournal.com]

Awwwwwwwww.

Feel better, sweetie *huggles*