Eight days...

[logansrogue]

http://www.endo-resolved.com/laparoscopy_advice.html

I was reading it and I started crying. I'm so scared. I'm really fucking scared. I'm scared of the needles, of the pain, of being somewhere I don't know, of being incapacitated for how many days... I'm just really terrified. :( Mum keeps telling me I'll be fine but I don't trust her. She was all laid back about childbirth, ergo - she's fucking nuts or something. :(

I'm going to try to relax. I'm getting my periods, which is OH so joyful, they haven't arrived yet but it's day 29 so they should be here tonight or tomorrow ( providing I'm not carrying the second coming, because there's no other fuckin' way I'd be pg... "Blasphemeee! Blasphor Youuuu! Blas for everybody in the room!"

Bwah.

Comments

[sakurakiss.livejournal.com]

I am sooooo jealous! I have TONS of shoes that he can help me hunt! XDD

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

LOL! Yeah, so do I. For such a poor girl, I have a LOT of shoes!! LOL.

[sakurakiss.livejournal.com]

LOLZ! Me too! I don't know if you have one there, but Payless rocks my socks..er...shoes. >.< Buy one pair get one pair 1/2 off. GOTTA love it!

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

I got two great pairs of shoes from there when I went to San Fransisco. And yeah, they have outlets here. :D

[sakurakiss.livejournal.com]

I get all my shoes from there because I have a fat foot,and they are the only ones around here that sell wide width. The only pair of shoes I have that aren't from there are this pair of strappy shoes that have LED lights in the heel...and they blink when you walk. @.@ They are soooo tacky ! <3<3

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Oh man those sound DELIGHTFUL! I love tacky. :D

[sakurakiss.livejournal.com]

XDD THEY ARE! I thought you'd appreciate them! I tried taking a picture, but the light never shows up in the pic. T-T

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Oh well. :T