I really hate myself.

[logansrogue]

I'm looking through the photos I took of myself today. I don't know if I'll put them up or not - possibly not. I don't want people making fun of how I look. I'm terrified. I also feel I'm not pretty enough to make art out of.

I'm not being, you know, false and fishing for compliments or any shit like that. I honestly feel this way about myself and I feel like crying cause I feel like there's NOTHING I can do about it. I used to be so fucking skinny. I miss those days. I hate how I look now. I think I look terrible.

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[esicardi.livejournal.com]

Here's the Venus link:
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v60/Estrellita/milo1.jpg

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Hmm. I'm thinking Venus is looking way better than me.

[esicardi.livejournal.com]

Well, don't be that hard on you. After all you have a prettier face (can't judge the body because I never saw yours). And she has not exactly a warm skin! :P

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

This is true! I'll let you see the photos in a tick. I just have to resize them. *kicks them*

[esicardi.livejournal.com]

my email is esicardi@gmail.com

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Sent!

[esicardi.livejournal.com]

OK, I received you and I think you look pretty and not fat at all.
And, your neck and breast are perfectly normal IMHO.
I'll give you a more detailed opinion via email if you want.

[esicardi.livejournal.com]

ETA: I liked the egyptian custome!

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Oh cool! :)

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Only if you want to. I wouldn't want to put you out LOL.

[(Anonymous)]

I'll do it but it but it may take a little time.
BTW, what kind of camera and ilumination did you use?
Digital or traditional?
Did you take the shots yourself with a timer in the camera?

[esicardi.livejournal.com]

It was me above. I forgot to login

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

AH, okay. What... what were you going to say you were going to do? *confuzzled* OH! Right. Go into detail.

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Depends who I'm talking to. *poke poke* Sony Cybershot. Natural light - deflected sunlight. The room was too small to really take the shots well, which was a shame. Someone else took the shots, but they weren't an experience photographer. (They did all right, considering). :)