Finally a day without HUGE pain.
Feb. 15th, 2006 03:03 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I slept in today. I couldn't sleep last night, as a combination of pain and heat. Today it is blissfully cool and I woke with pain but it seemed to fall back some. It's there but I can cope with it.
I was up at three in the morning with my Dad and my brother, watching Murder on the Orient Express. Dad grunted, sat down, and said, "Ah, good. This'll put me to sleep - it always does." Says a lot for Agatha Christie, ne? LOL!
I feel like the laziest, most useless shit ever. I haven't done anything in days. I haven't properly sung a song in weeks. The last two times I went into the shower, I didn't sing. Which is BIZARRE cause I ALWAYS sing in the shower. That's when you know I'm unwell. When I'm quiet. I haven't written anything, drawn anything. I feel so useless. Bleh.
I'm going to go lie down some more. I must be down cause I don't feel like doing anything. I don't feel confident to do anything.
All my cats are inside. Bizarre.
I was up at three in the morning with my Dad and my brother, watching Murder on the Orient Express. Dad grunted, sat down, and said, "Ah, good. This'll put me to sleep - it always does." Says a lot for Agatha Christie, ne? LOL!
I feel like the laziest, most useless shit ever. I haven't done anything in days. I haven't properly sung a song in weeks. The last two times I went into the shower, I didn't sing. Which is BIZARRE cause I ALWAYS sing in the shower. That's when you know I'm unwell. When I'm quiet. I haven't written anything, drawn anything. I feel so useless. Bleh.
I'm going to go lie down some more. I must be down cause I don't feel like doing anything. I don't feel confident to do anything.
All my cats are inside. Bizarre.