Can't fucking sleep.

I have to be up at eight tomorrow, and then in Subi at 9 for a DEP appointment (people that will determine the hours I'm required to work a week with my payment, even though right now? I can barely make myself lunch let alone leave the fucking house). THEN it's 11 to be reamed by my psych for missing appointments and being an 'unreliable patient'. I may very well be kicked out of that clinic. Then I get to rest up a bit before 4:30, where I go through the damned Disability Treating Doctor's Report with my doctor. Again. He won't be happy.

I just can't wait for tomorrow to be over. I wish I could just get the sleep I need. Six hours will NOT be enough and I foresee nervous breakdowns due to sleep deprivation which will be SO MUCH FUN OH MY GOD.

The pain doesn't help. Fucking pain. I've taken pain meds and some valerian. Hopefully I'll nod off soon.

I swear. The Government aren't going to be happy until they've run me into the ground like a bloody stump.