Centrewank...
Sep. 23rd, 2008 10:46 amI had a woman ask me a touch accusingly at Centrelink yesterday:
"Isn't there a CURE for endometriosis?"
"No. No there isn't. There are treatments but it's largely trial and error."
I had to explain to her how I was in pain every day, that I couldn't go traipsing around looking for work on foot. She said to me that I should apply for disability. I don't even know if I'll get it, so I'm really scared.
It was just an AWFUL experience. I could tell she didn't think there was anything wrong with me. She didn't see me nearly fall over when the stress combined with the pain and made me nearly miss a step outside the building. Thank God Paul was there for me to lean on in that moment. I was crying and miserable. I would have been sad for the rest of the day if he hadn't have been there to cheer me up.
We went for a walk around Fremantle, as long as I could manage. Looked at nice clothes, and a jewellry shop with stones and gems and shells and things. Then I directed him to my favourite beaches, went to the shell beach, haven't taken him to the Lorenz Beach where my family go swimming. Got a RIDICULOUS amount of FANTASTIC shells, God, I was spazzing. I was like, "AARGH! WE don't HAS A BUCKET!"
So Paul took his shirt off and used that as a bag to carry all the shells we were finding. :) He so sweet. We were on the beach for ages trawling for shells. Found some really good ones too! I've laid them all out on a prepped canvas and when the camera is charged, I'll take pictures of them for you all. The range of shells is fantastic!
I'm sore and tired. On codeine every day now. Spotted this morning. Sometimes I get so tired waiting for the next treatment not to work.
"Isn't there a CURE for endometriosis?"
"No. No there isn't. There are treatments but it's largely trial and error."
I had to explain to her how I was in pain every day, that I couldn't go traipsing around looking for work on foot. She said to me that I should apply for disability. I don't even know if I'll get it, so I'm really scared.
It was just an AWFUL experience. I could tell she didn't think there was anything wrong with me. She didn't see me nearly fall over when the stress combined with the pain and made me nearly miss a step outside the building. Thank God Paul was there for me to lean on in that moment. I was crying and miserable. I would have been sad for the rest of the day if he hadn't have been there to cheer me up.
We went for a walk around Fremantle, as long as I could manage. Looked at nice clothes, and a jewellry shop with stones and gems and shells and things. Then I directed him to my favourite beaches, went to the shell beach, haven't taken him to the Lorenz Beach where my family go swimming. Got a RIDICULOUS amount of FANTASTIC shells, God, I was spazzing. I was like, "AARGH! WE don't HAS A BUCKET!"
So Paul took his shirt off and used that as a bag to carry all the shells we were finding. :) He so sweet. We were on the beach for ages trawling for shells. Found some really good ones too! I've laid them all out on a prepped canvas and when the camera is charged, I'll take pictures of them for you all. The range of shells is fantastic!
I'm sore and tired. On codeine every day now. Spotted this morning. Sometimes I get so tired waiting for the next treatment not to work.