Up late watching Xena.

I just watched "Callisto", the first episode with Joxer in it. Apart from the amusement of listening to my little brother get horny for Hudson Leick, I also enjoyed Gabrielle and Joxer's first conversation together.

I remember why I wanted to bring Gabrielle down a peg when I wrote fan fic. She's such a sanctimonious little trollop. Seriously. She'd forgive Xena *anything*. Her ability to make excuses for Xena is stellar. I'm amazed.

That aside, Ted Raimi kept reminding me of my boyfriend. Which, I must say, isn't a bad thing but it's certainly weird. But weird *good*.

God, it's past 1 am. WHY am I awake? Silly silly!

The pain is horrible.

Well, life without Tramal: Painful. But I don't feel depressed, not like I was when I was fully on the stuff. I've been taking a reduced dose for the past few days and, quite honestly? I'd rather have the withdrawal symptoms. All 25mg seems to make me feel is depressed, headachey and dizzy. That's pretty much it. Not seeing an up side - no reason to take it. I'd rather be slightly feverish than that.

Hopefully by the time Saturday rolls around, my symptoms might have stabilised. God willing. *prays*