YAY TRAMAL!

Not. Oh my GOD. I feel like seven different kinds of shit right now. I am dizzy beyond belief, feeling generally skeezy, my hands are shaking, I feel tired, a bit panicky but not really, it's this bizarre chemical thing so it feels different. It's like low blood sugar times a THOUSAND. I just had a huge plate of fried potato because I haven't really been eating much for a day. I am such an idiot, this really is my own fault. I was saying, "I'll call the doctor on monday and get more pills."

I really needed to call on FRIDAY, and now I'm paying for it. GUH. Just write 'stupid idiot' on my forehead, really.