I feel soooo skeezy.

I was up way later than I should have been, slept on a mattress on the floor, drank more than I thought I was, ended up half-naked when I wasn't really planning to be, (nothing happened but it was very freeing to sit there with my tits out), got absolutely not sleep whatsoever and got to show my grizzly face to two gas station shop attendants (the first gas station did not have fizzy water for poor Clancy, and no, that's not a cute name for myself, I've met a girl called Clancy through my friend Ebbie and there's all sorts of giggles about the fact that our names rhyme - I don't get it but eh). I slept with my contact lenses in. I did not get changed for bed. I forgot to take my pills. I feel reaaaaaaally sketchy right now.

AND IT'S SO GREAT!!!

I MISSED THIS. I missed crawling into the house and a ridiculous time of the morning, knowing I have to get my shit together later on to do it all again, missed being with people and not caring about how I looked, sitting in the security that I was a happy, attractive young woman with a life to live. It's so important to me to do these things, to be young and silly and drinking more than I should and generally having a really good time! My friend even left a dodgy message on this guy's answering machine!! (He's a friend of ours, it's FANTASTIC what she said, absolutely great!)

I do, however, feel ridiculously awful and I should get some zees before I go anywhere tonight, and I should take my pills. But oh, it's been so much fun!