God FUCKING damn it!

I suck, I officially suck. I missed a doctor's appointment today by fifteen minutes! I thought it was 10:30, but my laptop had decided that it didn't like daylight savings time and flipped back and I stayed in bed an extra ten minutes and missed my grace time, obviously. I called and begged to be seen anyway but the doctor had to be home somewhere so no, no I don't get to see her. I lose count of all the fucking times I've spent hours waiting for doctors, but hey, it's expected. I said it was an emergency, I need those pills and my toe is really beginning to worry me. It hurts very deep. :( Oh well, you get used to Tramal withdrawal. And my next appointment is at NINE IN THE FUCKING MORNING TOMORROW. I don't know how I'm going to do this. :(

I'm so ANGRY with myself right now!