Ahh, this old game again.

Heat pack - check. Pain in my pelvic region - check. No drugs to turn to because the normal stuff doesn't touch the gut pain and I am refusing to get hooked on codeine again - check.

Sleep - shit. No sleep. No sleep for Nacey. Nope. Can't sleep when I'm in pain.

You know that bit in the last episode of Torchwood? They're in the autopsy enclave thingy and a certain person is laid out on the stretcher and she yells out

"WHAT'S THE FUCKING POINT?!"

... I'm feeling that about now. All that pain in the surgery and I had those brief months of recovery, and now that the headache is gone, this pain is back. Just this week.

WHAT is the fucking POINT?! How am I supposed to live? How am I ever supposed to have a fucking life? How will I meet a guy if I can't leave the motherfuckin' house thanks to my daily fucking agony?

WHY DO I HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS AGAIN!? So fucking SOON?!

*sigh* Okay - just had to get that out of my system. I just hate the idea of getting fat, swollen, unhappy, old-acting and quiet again. I've been bouncy and loud and slim and happy and I don't want to lose that.

Maybe something else is wrong. It's really sudden and it's REALLY hurting. I'm going to reheat the heat pack and try to relax.

Homeless kitty is breaking my heart!!

There's a cat that's been hanging around our house lately. Tabby/white pattern on it, a male, seems to have a bit of a skin condition of some sort. It's been hanging around our front door all night pissing off Lenny. Lenny isn't happy in the slightest and he keeps swearing at this cat that we're calling "McNaught" until we can figure out what to do with him. We already have three cats - we can't afford another one!
But I don't want to take it to the Cat Haven cause I know they'll kill it. They'll have to, they're overloaded. My heart goes out to this poor kitty but I have to protect *my* kitties from skin conditions and whatever else the cat might be carrying. I don't have the money to care for it - I have no idea what to do!

Suggestions? Lemme know. I guess we'll keep feeding it while it sticks around. :T It's not like we have a choice - he'll take the food if its there!