GRR! LJ! I hateCHOO!

Anyone else getting invalid form submission errors? Cause I am and it's driving me up the fucking WALL!

Will write a longer entry later. Too tired and restless to sit around at the moment. Had awesome fun last night at karaoke. I'll be back for sure, health willing. What a wonderful little place KKs has turned into! I'll drag my big bro along - the regulars will love him! :D

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ENERGEEEEEEEEE!!

I have energy this morning! WHEE! LOOKIT MEEEEE! I'm running around! I'm bouncing! I'm dancing! YAY!

Healthy days are a fucking blessing. I always feel so fucking guilty when I have them cause I'm like "Shouldn't I be sick? Why didn't I go to school and stuff? Evil girl!" Wow. Moving so much I'm shaking with endorphins. Dear God, I've MISSED that feeling!! :D

I keep running around the room and my nephew laughs cause he thinks it's funny. You know what I'm going to do today? I'm going to go for a mother-fucking WALK. Into Claremont! I'm going to buy myself something nice! Like nailpolish or something. I have lots of money saved up. I'm going to allow myself a little splurge!

I danced to music. YAY! HAHAHA!

Oh, and karaoke last night? I had a fucking BALL! God, it was so much fun. I was tired and sore at one point but I sort of gathered up my willpower and pressed on. Then I went up and sang Proud Mary. God. It had been SO long since I'd sung like that in front of people that I kinda went into a frenzy. I don't think the poor people knew what hit them! LOL! Some girls were VERY nice to me afterwards, they were making me blush! :D

Maybe I might buy a CD with some belly-dance music on it or something. I'd like that. :)

We have a stair-stepper thing. My sister gave it to us. If I get weights to pump while using it, I might lose some weight. My tummy is so flat today cause I'm not swollen. I feel like a million fucking dollars. I might ink later on, too. GOOD inking. Not SHAKY inking! God, I'm so happy today I could cry. LOL. I'm making the most of my health, that's for sure. Hopefully it'll last till tomorrow when I go to meet the girls from the Endo group I'm on!

It's weird. I do something like dance to a song or run around or act like a dick and I puff myself out. I sit down for five minutes and then I'm all, "Hmm. I feel weird. All kinda shaky and jumpy. Like I want to move. Oh, that's right - that's having ENERGY for things! WOW! More energy? What did I do to deserve this? Fuck it! I'm going to run around some more!" It's like I've won the energy lottery! :D

Well, I'm going to eat noodles. And then I'm going to see if I feel like dancing again. But I gotta save some energy for my walk into Claremont. :D Later doods!