Day Eight of sore guts...

Eight straight days of pain. I was without pain for the latter half of yesterday. Today I wake up and it's back. I really *really* wish I had something else to talk about. This is all very frustrating. *sigh*

RU486...

TAKE IT, Howard, TAKE IT! Yeah! Go Democracy! *dances* Stick it, Abbott, right up YO ASS!!

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I realise this is a very immature and childish reaction to the recent voting of the power of veto of RU486 being taken out of Tony Abbott's hands... but it's a victory. I can't tell you how relieved and how thankful I am that such an important decision has been taken out of the hands of people as ignorant and arrogant as the Prime Minister and Tony Abbott.

Hahaha. I am so relishing the use of that icon with this post!

A Scotty Witticism...

Just as he's finished eating Hungry Jacks Chips:

"My lips are so coated with salt that you could have packed them up with the First Fleet and the'd still be fresh by the time they got there...."

Owchy owch.

I like sleeping. It bring unconsciousness, and when I'm unconscious, I don't feel pain. I don't feel much of anything, and after eight days of pain, trust me, that's really nice. I missed an entire week of school. It makes me want to cry.

This is really taking it's toll on my sanity. I've never had such relentless pain, never this bad for so long. I really have had enough. I wish my operation wasn't so far away. I'm scared of it but I really want to know what's going on, and my life can't move forward till it happens.

Well. I'll be taking more mercyndol. The pain has exhausted me. Even when I'm not taking the painkillers, I'm terribly tired and sleepy. I'm getting sick of that, too. I just wish I had a day where I was bouncy and happy and could do whatever I want.

I'm wasting my course. I'm scared I'll fail it again. :( But if I'm not on a course, the government will expect me to look for work. And that would really do my head in, cause I'd never be able to go and they'd get mad at me all the time.

I feel so trapped. Like I have no choices anymore. I'm on this path that this sickness has chosen for me and I'm stuck on it. I hate it so much.

Sorry if my journal sounds depressing. It's just a fact of life with me these days. I'll be back to stupid memeing and talking about fandom soon enough.