Just rip it out already. Fark it all.

I am so sick of my uterus. And my Dad - fuck! He was all gruff and cold and was all "Here!" Props the broom in front of me.

He wants me to clean. I told him flat out, no. I'm sick. I can't even answer all my fucking EMAILS I feel so crap. And we've run out of painkillers. So I have NO way out of this agony.

AND - I had bought myself three or four chocolate bars the other day. My favourites. Time-Out, Flake, that sort of thing? And they're GONE. :( No chocolate for me on Heart Day. Bugger-fuck-bags.

This day is going to suck. Dad's being an arsehole (all shitty with me even though I'm sick), no chocolate, no painkillers.

Alphabetti Spaghetti?!

Can you still get alphabet noodles here in Perth? Neither my sister or I can find any.

Just letting everyone know...

I intend to answer comments I've gotten in the past two days. And emails (in the GJRS) I've just been feeling REALLY sore and sick. So, yeah. I haven't forgotten about people.

Pain really bad.

I know I keep bitching about this but it's all I am experiencing at the moment and this journal is about my experiences. The heat and the extreme pain are really getting to me. I can't even snooze through it in my bed cause my room is hotter than hell. I can't snooze on the couch cause Dad is reading shit on it. I'm so exhausted but I can't sleep. I can't actually DO anything either. I'm so fucking bored out of my mind. It's times like this I wish I had a laptop that could connect to the net. I think I'd sit there in a comatose state, playing neopets to distract myself from the pain. It doesn't help that the laptop I have presently is totally shitting itself power-wise.

I gotta stop bitching and just COPE. I've taken two mercyndol but they're not doing much. Which means it must be a really mean pain. I've been in pain for so long I have a hard time telling whether it's bad or not. I know that probably doesn't even make any sense. I'm missing school today but thankfully it's a class that I don't need to be at.

I have chocolate but it's not the chocolate I bought. I bought specific chocolates that I'd chosen for myself. I'm being a big baby. I'll probably cry at some point.

I know what I want...

...Caramel Tim-Tams... and those funky little crunchy chocolate treats in the box. You can get Mars flavoured ones or something... you know, they're like, little cups of crispy crunchy stuff, with a filling of caramel and a topping of chocolate. Or somethings a filling of chocolate and a topping of more chocolate.

And cookies.

God, what's wrong with me? LOLOL!

ETA: Woe. The chocolate I bought? I accidentally left at my friends house? She ate it. It's fair enough. She bought me a pizza and all.

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I was just REALLY looking forward to that Bueno. :,,(

ETA2: Maltesers. I had maltesers as well! :( I bought myself Maltesers and they're not in my stash box! *sobs* Cause SHE ATE THEM!

I think I'm turning Japanese...

No. Seriously. I'm not talking about wanking.

My brother talks to a lot of Japanese friends from back in Hofu and so forth. And somehow, in hearing him talk to them and stuff, I picked up the word 'ne'. I used it in a typed conversation and didn't even realise till I looked at the sentence I'd typed. So. Weird. LOL!