
 
It's really weird.  It's like constant amusement.  Or something.  I am definitely going to have to halve my dosage, because I'm like - I feel like I'm walking around in a bouncy castle suit.  I know that sounds fun, but like, every time I have a strong emotion, I feel it for a second and then rebounded into some kind of hazy blissful bubble of sameness.  And it's kinda uncool.  But I figure if I bring down the dosage (i'm on a full 50mg if fluvoxetine) to half like the Dr. had said I should try, then I might be able to not be so spaced out.
But I'm very excitable, giggly, and inexplicably happy.  Which - I mean - is that healthy?  Just yesterday I felt like I wanted to end it all.  Oh well.  At least I'm having fun on this end of the scale.
I'd blame placebo, but seriously man - I couldn't ever IMAGINE feeling like this, and I wouldn't want to.
And I will have to patent the Bouncy Castle Suit (TM!).  Cause dude.  How fucking fun would it be to run up against walls and just bounce of-
Oh hang on.  Sumo Suits.  Been done.  Oh well - was a fun idea.