It's really weird. It's like constant amusement. Or something. I am definitely going to have to halve my dosage, because I'm like - I feel like I'm walking around in a bouncy castle suit. I know that sounds fun, but like, every time I have a strong emotion, I feel it for a second and then rebounded into some kind of hazy blissful bubble of sameness. And it's kinda uncool. But I figure if I bring down the dosage (i'm on a full 50mg if fluvoxetine) to half like the Dr. had said I should try, then I might be able to not be so spaced out.
But I'm very excitable, giggly, and inexplicably happy. Which - I mean - is that healthy? Just yesterday I felt like I wanted to end it all. Oh well. At least I'm having fun on this end of the scale.
I'd blame placebo, but seriously man - I couldn't ever IMAGINE feeling like this, and I wouldn't want to.
And I will have to patent the Bouncy Castle Suit (TM!). Cause dude. How fucking fun would it be to run up against walls and just bounce of-
Oh hang on. Sumo Suits. Been done. Oh well - was a fun idea.
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