Feb. 14th, 2004
God Damn it!
Feb. 14th, 2004 04:22 pmLife is getting very weird. I don't know if I'll be going out tonight or not. I want to, very badly, but Ryan may be working on getting a date. :T Oh well. I just want to be really terribly sad and hang out in a night club on my own tonight. I'd rather be out and dancing that at home and sobbing my eyes out.
Oh. Okay. I just remembered. Little Tiger had to go home because she needed to catch the trains. And since the trains are on strike tonight, good chance that she won't be out. :( *sigh* Damn it. Great. Get hung up on someone with singular determination, Nacey, real healthy.
I think I'll endeavour to forget about her. It's probably not a good time for me to be doing this sort of thing anyway. But knowing me I'll be at The Loop next week keepign an eye out, drawing that stupid Eye of Horus on my arm that I'd put there and talked about with her. *shakes head* Who needs gay tv? As I said to my friend Ryan, we're like The L Word and Queer as Folk rolled up into one.
nacey_girl: We're the L Word and Queer as Folk rolled up into one
nacey_girl: And Tina's the token Straight Chick
tokensanity: no one, not when you have me *lol*
nacey_girl: You're chasing a boy uncertain of his sexuality, I'm chasing a girl I only saw for fifteen minutes, and uncertain sexuality boy is trying to get back with his ex, straight chick.
nacey_girl: Who doesn't want anything to do with him
See?! This is my life, folks. Dramatic and needlessly so. *nods* Well they do say truth is stranger than fiction.
Anyway, today I'll be at home, lonely (but I'm perpetually in that state so it's something I should just fucking get used to - as in, never having what I want in the romance side of things), with my mistress called Creativity. I swear she's all I have in this world. That and my family and friends, but they can't make my life for me. That's my job.
So, be happy - I'll be working on The Snitch. The old mule is getting to work LOL.
And Happy Valentines Day, folks.
Oh. Okay. I just remembered. Little Tiger had to go home because she needed to catch the trains. And since the trains are on strike tonight, good chance that she won't be out. :( *sigh* Damn it. Great. Get hung up on someone with singular determination, Nacey, real healthy.
I think I'll endeavour to forget about her. It's probably not a good time for me to be doing this sort of thing anyway. But knowing me I'll be at The Loop next week keepign an eye out, drawing that stupid Eye of Horus on my arm that I'd put there and talked about with her. *shakes head* Who needs gay tv? As I said to my friend Ryan, we're like The L Word and Queer as Folk rolled up into one.
nacey_girl: We're the L Word and Queer as Folk rolled up into one
nacey_girl: And Tina's the token Straight Chick
tokensanity: no one, not when you have me *lol*
nacey_girl: You're chasing a boy uncertain of his sexuality, I'm chasing a girl I only saw for fifteen minutes, and uncertain sexuality boy is trying to get back with his ex, straight chick.
nacey_girl: Who doesn't want anything to do with him
See?! This is my life, folks. Dramatic and needlessly so. *nods* Well they do say truth is stranger than fiction.
Anyway, today I'll be at home, lonely (but I'm perpetually in that state so it's something I should just fucking get used to - as in, never having what I want in the romance side of things), with my mistress called Creativity. I swear she's all I have in this world. That and my family and friends, but they can't make my life for me. That's my job.
So, be happy - I'll be working on The Snitch. The old mule is getting to work LOL.
And Happy Valentines Day, folks.