Crying over Milk I never Owned.

Well, the day of the competion voting has arrived, and look who won:

http://www.theonering.net/theonering/contests/040902_tower_winners.html

Not me. I don't know why, but I'm so disappointed I cried. I mean, it's so stupid, you know? Here's mine:

http://www.nancylorenz.com/lothlorien/posternl.jpg

I just - I don't have ANY LotR merchandise, and it upsets me so much. I mean, I love LotR SOoooo much, I just want something to remember how much I loved it, you know? Something tangible. I don't have anything at all. It tears my heart out. :( That and it all reminds me how very broke and destitute I am, and how fucked I'd be without my parents letting me live at home.

I hate this, I hate my life. I want it to be better. I want to be a better person and to look after myself, but I get so frustrated cause NOBODY will give me a chance at working for them. It's so upsetting.

Crying over Milk I never Owned.

Well, the day of the competion voting has arrived, and look who won:

http://www.theonering.net/theonering/contests/040902_tower_winners.html

Not me. I don't know why, but I'm so disappointed I cried. I mean, it's so stupid, you know? Here's mine:

http://www.nancylorenz.com/lothlorien/posternl.jpg

I just - I don't have ANY LotR merchandise, and it upsets me so much. I mean, I love LotR SOoooo much, I just want something to remember how much I loved it, you know? Something tangible. I don't have anything at all. It tears my heart out. :( That and it all reminds me how very broke and destitute I am, and how fucked I'd be without my parents letting me live at home.

I hate this, I hate my life. I want it to be better. I want to be a better person and to look after myself, but I get so frustrated cause NOBODY will give me a chance at working for them. It's so upsetting.