Crying over Milk I never Owned.
May. 23rd, 2002 01:40 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
logansrogueWell, the day of the competion voting has arrived, and look who won:
http://www.theonering.net/theonering/contests/040902_tower_winners.html
Not me. I don't know why, but I'm so disappointed I cried. I mean, it's so stupid, you know? Here's mine:
http://www.nancylorenz.com/lothlorien/posternl.jpg
I just - I don't have ANY LotR merchandise, and it upsets me so much. I mean, I love LotR SOoooo much, I just want something to remember how much I loved it, you know? Something tangible. I don't have anything at all. It tears my heart out. :( That and it all reminds me how very broke and destitute I am, and how fucked I'd be without my parents letting me live at home.
I hate this, I hate my life. I want it to be better. I want to be a better person and to look after myself, but I get so frustrated cause NOBODY will give me a chance at working for them. It's so upsetting.
http://www.theonering.net/theonering/contests/040902_tower_winners.html
Not me. I don't know why, but I'm so disappointed I cried. I mean, it's so stupid, you know? Here's mine:
http://www.nancylorenz.com/lothlorien/posternl.jpg
I just - I don't have ANY LotR merchandise, and it upsets me so much. I mean, I love LotR SOoooo much, I just want something to remember how much I loved it, you know? Something tangible. I don't have anything at all. It tears my heart out. :( That and it all reminds me how very broke and destitute I am, and how fucked I'd be without my parents letting me live at home.
I hate this, I hate my life. I want it to be better. I want to be a better person and to look after myself, but I get so frustrated cause NOBODY will give me a chance at working for them. It's so upsetting.
{{HUGS}}
Can totally sympathise on the job front. I don't have any sales experience so I'm caught in that classic catch-22. I can totally sympathise with looking and not finding anything that you're qualified for; the endless, soul-deadening slogging. Hoping you can find something you can at least live with soon. {hugs}
--Karen