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logansrogueI can't sleep. I'm really really tired but I feel so sick that I can't sleep. I'm sick from worry, and I worry about Melma constantly. I can take her into the vet tomorrow.
It's upsetting. Everything is upsetting. I went to a friend's birthday party on sunday but it soon lost it's appeal and I walked home. I watched some tv but it only barely amused. Internet is a good diversion, and it stops me feeling so alone.
The generosity so for is so amazing. I've cried more than once. I want to thank everyone that's sent me offers so far to help Melma. It's so wonderful. I still need help, so it's not over yet. Remember, that you'll be getting very high quality artworks if you choose to buy some. I'm a professional, as I've mentioned, and I was one of the best students at my school. I won a state award once for my painting abilities.
I'm all - icked. I don't feel like eating unless I'm starving. This is really stuffing with my moods. I cried like a baby this morning but since then I've been numb. I haven't let myself cry cause she's not dead and not till she is (should that happen) will I cry.
Most of me just wants to bawl.
She's sleeping soundly on top of the monitor. You look at her, and apart from her red ears and slightly sore nose, you wouldn't think there was a thing wrong with her. She only looks 8.
I might read Lord of the Rings for a while, keep my mind off things. It's so hard when my mind wanders so much.
I'll keep this journal updated on all the latest with Melma.
Regards,
Nancy.
It's upsetting. Everything is upsetting. I went to a friend's birthday party on sunday but it soon lost it's appeal and I walked home. I watched some tv but it only barely amused. Internet is a good diversion, and it stops me feeling so alone.
The generosity so for is so amazing. I've cried more than once. I want to thank everyone that's sent me offers so far to help Melma. It's so wonderful. I still need help, so it's not over yet. Remember, that you'll be getting very high quality artworks if you choose to buy some. I'm a professional, as I've mentioned, and I was one of the best students at my school. I won a state award once for my painting abilities.
I'm all - icked. I don't feel like eating unless I'm starving. This is really stuffing with my moods. I cried like a baby this morning but since then I've been numb. I haven't let myself cry cause she's not dead and not till she is (should that happen) will I cry.
Most of me just wants to bawl.
She's sleeping soundly on top of the monitor. You look at her, and apart from her red ears and slightly sore nose, you wouldn't think there was a thing wrong with her. She only looks 8.
I might read Lord of the Rings for a while, keep my mind off things. It's so hard when my mind wanders so much.
I'll keep this journal updated on all the latest with Melma.
Regards,
Nancy.
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Date: 2002-01-13 05:23 pm (UTC)(no subject)
I do mostly figures and animals in sculpture, and the sculpture won't be too big because it's a costly medium. My sculptures are very good though. Uhm - as far as drawings are concerned, I can do a Cassie/Kurt picture on nice thick paper with colours, but that'll cost more. A Cassie/Kurt in graphite will be less, but will lack the colour (and since they're both got the blue thing going on, it mightn't be so groovy, but that's my opinion LOL). So yeah. Sculpture - I don't know how much it'll cost, probably anywhere between 40-50 dollars plus postage, the drawings, 15 for A4 graphite and 35 for A4 colour. Hope to chat to you soon ^_^
Hugs,
Nancy.