I think I'm finally coming down off the Aropax, and it's really starting to mess with my head, physically. I get dizzy, fuzzy spells, flashes in my eyes, lethargy. It's awful. I just want to start taking the fucking things again to make it all go away. I can't imagine how bad it is coming off heroin or something like that. I just hope I'm feeilng somewhat better tomorrow. I'm going to enter a karaoke competition, see, and I want to do well. Just for the hell of it.