Mucho stress and upset

[logansrogue]

If I were a suspicious woman, I would think that God doesn't want me to record this damned Time Lords video.

- My throat has gotten slightly sore in the last week, meaning that my recordings for the track aren't up to scratch. I have an original recording before things went pear-shaped but it's a bit puffy as I don't use a pop filter.

- I chipped my fucking tooth.

- Melma died and I spent a lot of money on her vet visits before the fact.

- I just found out from the dude that hires out the TARDIS that he prefers a flat-bed 1-tonne truck to transport the TARDIS in. He doesn't mind a trailer, but it has to be 150cm inside. I don't know where the hell I am going to rustle up such a thing in a WEEK. I AM FREAKING THE FUCK OUT, YO. When I hired it, he just said "large trailer". I thought my trailer WAS large!

- OH yeah, panic attacks. Don't know if that's because of Melma or other things, but let's just say I'm not feeling entirely secure or at ease.

- A couple of people aren't coming that I hoped were.


Things that are going right:

- My health is okay (touch wood)

- The costume is looking pretty kick-arse.

- People seem to be wanting to turn up. Not enough, but it'll do.

*stresses*

I just feel really silly for going to all this trouble. I just - it's been so long since I've done something really impressive and fun and I thought, shit, I'll do this one thing. I feel a bit of a fool now. :(

Comments

[kaelajael.livejournal.com]

FWIW we have a large trailer. I can check the measurements for you if you'd like :)

Of course, I'm in Mandurah, so that might have an impact on your thoughts.

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Hah. My Dad, my Dad (he does the driving, he'll have a baby). Can you check? I might have to take you up on the offer if other alternatives fall through. 150cm, if I didn't write that in the post, is the width the dude is after.

[kaelajael.livejournal.com]

Yeah, no problems. I'll check tomorrow morning :)

[bewarethespork.livejournal.com]

I really would love to see this video going through, as it sounds like it'll be really fun and fantastic. I hope things stop going wrong and start going right for you! ♥

[greteldragon.livejournal.com]

Hm. If it is going to wind up costing too much, maybe try talking to unisfa about borrowing their tardis? I don't know if it'd be good enough, but it might wind up being easier?

[asweetdownfall.livejournal.com]

Aw, Nance. Hope things work out with the video - it's a really great idea. :)

And hey, don't feel silly! Nothing wrong in letting yourself have a bit of fun.