My quests for junk food are problematic.

[logansrogue]

I wanted some bad food today. I looked at myself in the mirror this morning and was shocked at how thin I was. Front-ways I'm fine, but sideways... eesh. So I went to Coles to get some gluten-free cake mixes.

It seems all the gluten-free folks are in the same headspace as I am cause all the cake mixes were gone. So I bought some chocolate-flavoured biscuits. They tasted SO WEIRD. Bleah. I bought some vege chips - they're fantastic. Healthy too, though. 40% less fat than regular potato chips. With disgust, I went to the bargain chocolate section. There's easter chocolate REALLY cheap right now. Bought six dollars worth. That's a LOT of chocolate. Will probably take weeks to eat it all, knowing my eating patterns.

I swear to God, my body does whatever the hell it wants and I go along for the ride. *sigh*

Comments

[rainfletcher.livejournal.com]

This has nothing to do with your post, but I wanted to let you know that I re-read "The Christmas Party" -- it made me happy.

Yay for intelligent, heartfelt fanfic. =)

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

I will finish Harriet one of these days, I promise. AND your picture! (It was an oboe, right?)

[rainfletcher.livejournal.com]

Bassoon. =)

And I'd never complain about someone not finishing a Potter fic - I stalled out on mine nearly three years ago now.

Once the remodel is finished, I'll be decorating the home library with original comic art from commissions and friends. Would be wonderful to add a Lorenz to the collection!

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

I will do my best. :D

[sir-devans.livejournal.com]

Of all the problems to have, really, being too thin (without an eating disorder that is, of which thiness is a symptom rather than the problem) I'd say you're doing pretty ok body wise.

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

I just want to be a comfortable weight, and I don't want to be hungry all the time. I really enjoy food and I want to find food that I really like to eat. Especially since I have to police myself so strictly now with the gluten.

[sir-devans.livejournal.com]

Why? What's with the gluten?

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

It hurts my gutterwuts. If I eat it, I puff up and bloat and cramp and all sorts of awful things like that. Real awful pain.