Kleenex and bad cola
Jun. 6th, 2002 06:26 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
logansrogueI'm coming down with a cold again. It lightly touched me, and against my sister Helen's advice, I fought it. She reckoned it was better if you surrendered yourself to a cold, because then your immune system is free to fight it and it beats it thoroughly. It went away, and now it's back. I have ulcers all over my tongue, I'm feeling light-headed (and sometimes sore-headed) and I have chills. Sore throat, and I can't sing properly. That's what upsets me most. Just when I get my shit together to record my vocal tracks in "Always" (my song), my voice utterly fails me. It's so frustrating I want to cry. I think I will later on.
I still have to look for work as well. Worst news is that I found no new ones today. I need to find ten from now to the next time I go into Centrelink. I don't know how I'm going to do it. I'm scared I'll flip out, and I may talk to my counsellor about it because it's wearing me out. I did a lot of walking around this week, and today I find myself exhausted and sore all over. Thing is, it would be a normal amount of walking for anyone else. Normally I could handle all this stuff, but the cold weather and the sudden weariness is taking it's toll on me. I think maybe I might be have anaemia again :T Then again I could be having a fit of hypochondria /:I
I did a stupid thing, and dipped my foot into the renewed WaR fandom conflict. This is the last thing I am going to say on it:
It's lame. It's stupid. There are certain people who keep perpetuating the problem, and those that get offended by the stupid behaviour obviously feel the need to defend themselves. It's like the bullshit with the middle east. "So and so did this and so and so did that so that makes it all right for me to do this-"
Just cut the bullshit people. Admit you fucked up and move on. There's more important things to worry about than who did what. Personally, I don't care what people do. I will keep writing my stories and keep working on my dot.com. First and fore-most in my life is and will be (for the foreseeable future) my music, so what you do to each other is your own business. It just makes me very sad that people still do this. WRness is suffering, yaknow?
I just hope my friends in WR (You know who you are my darlings) just don't let the crap stick, and keep up with the Cheeto Goodness. It's why we're doing it after all - to feel the love, not the hating.
Okay that is over. I'm going to enter my cat into a pet contest. Pet of the Year. I keep saying to him, "Give me your best 'Pet of the Year' face, Lenny!" And, "Pet of the year! Pet of the year! Say it with me Lenny, Pet of the YEAR!" Lenny's response is telling.
Lenny: [deadpan look] Mrowf. [Translation: Shut *up* and get me dinner you stupid monkey]
Yep. That's my PET OF THE YEAR! All entries get a medal saying "Pet of the Year" so no matter what happens... Lenny is...
PET OF THE YEAR!!
I still have to look for work as well. Worst news is that I found no new ones today. I need to find ten from now to the next time I go into Centrelink. I don't know how I'm going to do it. I'm scared I'll flip out, and I may talk to my counsellor about it because it's wearing me out. I did a lot of walking around this week, and today I find myself exhausted and sore all over. Thing is, it would be a normal amount of walking for anyone else. Normally I could handle all this stuff, but the cold weather and the sudden weariness is taking it's toll on me. I think maybe I might be have anaemia again :T Then again I could be having a fit of hypochondria /:I
I did a stupid thing, and dipped my foot into the renewed WaR fandom conflict. This is the last thing I am going to say on it:
It's lame. It's stupid. There are certain people who keep perpetuating the problem, and those that get offended by the stupid behaviour obviously feel the need to defend themselves. It's like the bullshit with the middle east. "So and so did this and so and so did that so that makes it all right for me to do this-"
Just cut the bullshit people. Admit you fucked up and move on. There's more important things to worry about than who did what. Personally, I don't care what people do. I will keep writing my stories and keep working on my dot.com. First and fore-most in my life is and will be (for the foreseeable future) my music, so what you do to each other is your own business. It just makes me very sad that people still do this. WRness is suffering, yaknow?
I just hope my friends in WR (You know who you are my darlings) just don't let the crap stick, and keep up with the Cheeto Goodness. It's why we're doing it after all - to feel the love, not the hating.
Okay that is over. I'm going to enter my cat into a pet contest. Pet of the Year. I keep saying to him, "Give me your best 'Pet of the Year' face, Lenny!" And, "Pet of the year! Pet of the year! Say it with me Lenny, Pet of the YEAR!" Lenny's response is telling.
Lenny: [deadpan look] Mrowf. [Translation: Shut *up* and get me dinner you stupid monkey]
Yep. That's my PET OF THE YEAR! All entries get a medal saying "Pet of the Year" so no matter what happens... Lenny is...
PET OF THE YEAR!!
