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[logansrogue]

I'm a frigging eedyot. I tell you why. This is why. Ready? I'm ready.
Okay so I was in pain. Happens a lot at this time of month. And then I thought, "Shit. I hate pain. Pain likes me but I don't like pain. I'm going to tell pain where to go with a nice fat dose of codiene and doxysomethingmakesmefeelgood. Yeaaah." I took one.

I had some pasta. I talked to someone on the phone for an inordinately long time. I drank milo with coffee (moffee). Now. Still in pain. So I thought, "Fuck, I'll take another."

I don't know WHY. Maybe because I'd had enough of that lovely feeling of being poked in the ovary with a very sharp metal spike. Helen had said to me once, "You shouldn't take so much. It should dull the pain, you can't get rid of all the pain."

Yeah well the pain wasn't dull. So I took another.

Now I'm very relaxed, as is described on the packet. A calmative. I'm very fucking calm. And I realised only after I'd swallowed the motherfucking pill that I have a doctor's appointment at 4:15. So he's going to see me:

a) cranky
b) high
c) in pain

And it's not going to be pretty. At all. I really feel like an idiot. Ohhh a wave of sore cramps just come on. I ouch. I just wish I could sleep, sleep would be nice. Heh. I can type with my eyes closed. That's so much fun.

Love youse alls.

Comments

[connaka.livejournal.com]

*cuddles*

stupid fecking pill! why didn't you make Nancy feel better!?! ><

sorry, babe. hope the pain subsides a bit. *hugs* love you.

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

It has. Anger took over. Shall tell why in next post.

[klytie.livejournal.com]

Question. Though, you might have already traveled down this road. I'll ask it anyway. Your period pains.... are they generally all over your lower abdomen/pelvic area?? Or, are they nearer to the locations of your ovaries? Have they mentioned or ruled out polyps or cysts on your ovaries? I know endometriosis can be painful. But, I've been told by a friend who's had both that the cysts were the most ungodlyist incredibly painful things to deal with.

I feel for you girl. I hope you feel better soon! I'm late for mine as it is by 2 1/2 weeks now. I'd celebrate the break if I knew I wouldn't pay dearly when it does come. My majorly bad ones are preceeded by a motherfucker of a migraine to be followed by cramps from the deepest recesses of hell, nausea, possible vomiting and 2 out 4 days of HEAVY bleeding. I'm SO excited! :-| Not.

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

They did ultrasound my girl bits and said they were normal, that they didn't think it was polyps or cysts. Which is great.

The period pain is all over the joint. Thighs, ovaries, guts, back... it's hell. Thankfully they've calmed down. I'm trying the anti-inflammatories regularly during the day thing.