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Time to Chill...
Feb. 12th, 2010 05:07 amYeaaaah.
Feb. 12th, 2010
Yeaaaah.
Fixing my sleeping patterns.
Feb. 12th, 2010 05:41 amToday I make an attempt to fix my sleeping patterns. I went to sleep at about 12:30, and I woke up at 4-5 in the morning. Closer to five. Bam. Wide awake. Tried to sleep more, but I couldn't.
Now I'm wide awake, so I'm going to try to stay awake all day. I don't know how successful this will be, considering that when my body decides it's time for hardcore REM sleep? It's really tough fighting it. The worst thing, other than the aching muscles and the intense fatigue, is the crushing depression, anxiety and complete mincing of my perception of reality that occurs when I don't get my much needed rest. This is just a few hours past my bedtime, mind. Not three days without sleep or anything.
This is why it's intensely difficult for me to fix up my sleeping patterns. They usually slowly get pushed out of whack by pain or distraction (staying up doing something, not looking at the time).
I gotta say, it's reaaaally fucking annoying.
Now I'm wide awake, so I'm going to try to stay awake all day. I don't know how successful this will be, considering that when my body decides it's time for hardcore REM sleep? It's really tough fighting it. The worst thing, other than the aching muscles and the intense fatigue, is the crushing depression, anxiety and complete mincing of my perception of reality that occurs when I don't get my much needed rest. This is just a few hours past my bedtime, mind. Not three days without sleep or anything.
This is why it's intensely difficult for me to fix up my sleeping patterns. They usually slowly get pushed out of whack by pain or distraction (staying up doing something, not looking at the time).
I gotta say, it's reaaaally fucking annoying.
Today's LOL moment with Rogue
Feb. 12th, 2010 06:56 amOkay, so I'm looking at Rogue, she's sitting in our window box in the lounge room. It's filled with plastic plants and dangly crystals and shit, and it's very pretty. I hear Rogue yawn (it's a sqeaky noise) and so I open the curtain and look inside the window box.
We gaze at each other for a long moment, and she gives me that sort of warm kitty regard. I notice that she has a little piece of green tinsel stuck to her face, right between her eyes.
After a moment, she notices too. She was looking at me, then slowly, her eyes turn inward, until she's sitting there, cross-eyed. I SHIT YOU NOT.
Of course, I lose it totally at this point, and she gives me this annoyed look. She fuckin' *hates* it when I laugh at her! She kinda stares at me for a minute, then did this weird thing where she shifted like she was just about to pounce and hit me, but thought better of it and just narrowed her eyes at me. Oh, holy shit, this cat is amusing!
Oh, and yeah, I removed the tinsel.
We gaze at each other for a long moment, and she gives me that sort of warm kitty regard. I notice that she has a little piece of green tinsel stuck to her face, right between her eyes.
After a moment, she notices too. She was looking at me, then slowly, her eyes turn inward, until she's sitting there, cross-eyed. I SHIT YOU NOT.
Of course, I lose it totally at this point, and she gives me this annoyed look. She fuckin' *hates* it when I laugh at her! She kinda stares at me for a minute, then did this weird thing where she shifted like she was just about to pounce and hit me, but thought better of it and just narrowed her eyes at me. Oh, holy shit, this cat is amusing!
Oh, and yeah, I removed the tinsel.
Valentine's Day Action for Equal Marriage.
I don't know whether I'm going yet. Whether I can get there, whether I can stand the "romantic" portion of the programming (I don't think I'm bitter, just some part of me is freaking out that I'm getting a bit old for this singledom malarkey, even though I don't believe that at all). I don't know. Dad won't be liable to drive me there, and without his aid I just don't go places. (I tend not to go out very often).
But I thought I'd get the link out to you guys in case you had the time or the inclination to go. :)
I don't know whether I'm going yet. Whether I can get there, whether I can stand the "romantic" portion of the programming (I don't think I'm bitter, just some part of me is freaking out that I'm getting a bit old for this singledom malarkey, even though I don't believe that at all). I don't know. Dad won't be liable to drive me there, and without his aid I just don't go places. (I tend not to go out very often).
But I thought I'd get the link out to you guys in case you had the time or the inclination to go. :)
Desiderata: A New Start.
Feb. 12th, 2010 05:14 pmOkay, so, remember that big family I had in the Sims, like, for years? New Madrigal! Harry and Hermione were there, they had five kids, I had LOTS of kids with Ares, the God of War, etc, etc?
Well, I still have that neighbourhood, but because it's so full and so complicated and so loaded with content, it takes ages to load. I do intend to try to play that family again at some point. But for now, I'm starting fresh in the sweet little town of Desiderata.
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So, that's the first session. :) Cross posted at![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
awesims.
Well, I still have that neighbourhood, but because it's so full and so complicated and so loaded with content, it takes ages to load. I do intend to try to play that family again at some point. But for now, I'm starting fresh in the sweet little town of Desiderata.
( Read more... )
So, that's the first session. :) Cross posted at
awesims.