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It's like those horrible dreams...
Jan. 6th, 2009 10:22 amYou know those dreams? Where you need to run away from some foe but it's like you're stuck in a heavy gravity environment or something, it takes ALL your energy just to lift your leg and you run and you run but you don't get anywhere.
With the minimal energy I've had lataely, that's what doing every day things feels like. I woke at about six am. I've made myself two pancakes, walked around outside and watered a few plants, played a bit of Nintendo DS and rendered half of a panel of a comic.
And I feel FUCKED. Just absolutely tired and worn out. And the pain from my Mirena cramps is fucking horrible. I'm going to the doctor tonight to see what I have to do to get this little fucking piece of shit taken out of me.
Not even a milo works to give me more energy. :( And I tell you, it's fucking BORING being this sick. I like getting things done, you know? And half the time I just feel like lying there. Cause if I don't move too much, it doesn't hurt too bad. :(
Gah, fuck you, Mirena, and fuck you too, uterus. :(
Oh, and a note of how much of a geek I am? I had a dream that I was on the bus to the train station, and the train would take me to the airport. My brother, sister and I, in this dream, were going to America for some reason. So I check my bag and I realise that I can't find my Nintendo DS, except that the Nintendo DS is built like one of those old liquid crystal display games that had something like frogger or pong on them in the 80s. Remember those? All boxy and shithouse. Anyway, I realise that I've lost it and I'm sitting in the car with my parents and sibs afterwards, bawling my eyes out about how I've lost it and it's two hundred dollars and I'll never be able to afford a new one. Mum said, "Well, you just have to be careful." And I realised there was NO way to get it back if I had lost it. I actually woke up sobbing. Isn't that crazy? Crying in my sleep over a Nintendo? Hahahaha!!
With the minimal energy I've had lataely, that's what doing every day things feels like. I woke at about six am. I've made myself two pancakes, walked around outside and watered a few plants, played a bit of Nintendo DS and rendered half of a panel of a comic.
And I feel FUCKED. Just absolutely tired and worn out. And the pain from my Mirena cramps is fucking horrible. I'm going to the doctor tonight to see what I have to do to get this little fucking piece of shit taken out of me.
Not even a milo works to give me more energy. :( And I tell you, it's fucking BORING being this sick. I like getting things done, you know? And half the time I just feel like lying there. Cause if I don't move too much, it doesn't hurt too bad. :(
Gah, fuck you, Mirena, and fuck you too, uterus. :(
Oh, and a note of how much of a geek I am? I had a dream that I was on the bus to the train station, and the train would take me to the airport. My brother, sister and I, in this dream, were going to America for some reason. So I check my bag and I realise that I can't find my Nintendo DS, except that the Nintendo DS is built like one of those old liquid crystal display games that had something like frogger or pong on them in the 80s. Remember those? All boxy and shithouse. Anyway, I realise that I've lost it and I'm sitting in the car with my parents and sibs afterwards, bawling my eyes out about how I've lost it and it's two hundred dollars and I'll never be able to afford a new one. Mum said, "Well, you just have to be careful." And I realised there was NO way to get it back if I had lost it. I actually woke up sobbing. Isn't that crazy? Crying in my sleep over a Nintendo? Hahahaha!!
