Losing my appointments.

So, I somehow, through my own bloody stupidity, missed an appointment with my psych today. I thought it was at 3.30 when in actual fact it was at 11. So my psych said, basically, that she can't keep seeing me anymore because I miss too many appointments. This is how I lost my dental care as well.

I just feel like I'm losing any help that I can get. It's not that I deliberately do this, and I know, I know VERY well that there are people who need help besides me. But I honestly can't help it if I'm sick that day. Though this time was my own fuck up, I will admit that. I'm hopelessly disorganised.

I just feel lost, you know? I'm just finding it so hard to cope lately and this is just... God.

Panel count for last pages of comic BMN01, pages 12-18.

12 - 7 panels
13 - 7 panels
14 - 6 panels
15 - 7 panels
16 - 9 panels
17 - 9 panels
18 - 2 panels

TOTAL = 47 panels

COMPLETED SO FAR: 1 (+ roughly 66 panels in first eleven pages)

Needed: Up beat dance music, preferably electronic and spacey, though I am listening to Mika's Love Today right now (The only one of his songs I actually like, which is weird). Okay, so if you have any good music you reckon might help me along, suggest it so I can download it. I'm downloading some Moby, but anything fruity and dancy that you're liable to hear at a gay bar, please pass on a suggestion. I NEED new music to listen to!

BMN01 PANEL COUNT:

67 / 113 (58.0%)

Happy Holidays, yo.

Here be some awesome snow crystal photos, even desktops for ya!