Losing my appointments.
Dec. 10th, 2008 12:38 pmSo, I somehow, through my own bloody stupidity, missed an appointment with my psych today. I thought it was at 3.30 when in actual fact it was at 11. So my psych said, basically, that she can't keep seeing me anymore because I miss too many appointments. This is how I lost my dental care as well.
I just feel like I'm losing any help that I can get. It's not that I deliberately do this, and I know, I know VERY well that there are people who need help besides me. But I honestly can't help it if I'm sick that day. Though this time was my own fuck up, I will admit that. I'm hopelessly disorganised.
I just feel lost, you know? I'm just finding it so hard to cope lately and this is just... God.
I just feel like I'm losing any help that I can get. It's not that I deliberately do this, and I know, I know VERY well that there are people who need help besides me. But I honestly can't help it if I'm sick that day. Though this time was my own fuck up, I will admit that. I'm hopelessly disorganised.
I just feel lost, you know? I'm just finding it so hard to cope lately and this is just... God.