I don't want to be one of *those* girlfriends.

You know, the clingy, possessive, insecure ones. The ones that get mad if their man even looks at another woman, or can't seem to exist without them. I mean, I can exist. I'm living, getting things done, I'm fine.

I just *really* fucking miss him right now and it's SO WEIRD cause we only met on Saturday and we've only really known each other a month over the net. I just feel this connection with him and he makes every bit of my spirit buzz happily.

I think the Tramadol isn't helping. I feel dizzy and sick and craphouse. Tired as hell. I just want to crawl into bed and sleep for twelve hours.

*Dreamy sigh*

My boyfriend, the silly, silly man let me ramble to him on the phone (mobile to mobile) for half an hour. Half a frikkin' hour! He's insane! Yeah, he was paying for the call. I'm going to get him a present, I think.

It was *so* good hearing his cheeky little laugh on the phone. *dreamy smile* I missed it so much!

God, I love him. Can't wait till he comes back! *bounces* He's coming to see me straight away! *swoon*