*sigh*

Dear God,

I've been sick from a flu since Friday. That's roughly three days now. Don't you think I've suffered enough? Never mind the fact that it's amplifying my endo pains, but it's sapping me of all my energy, making my throat sore and making it impossible for me to breath through my nose. I hate mouth breathing! Never mind the copious amounts of snot my nose seems to be generating. I swear, I need a fucking nose tampon or something.

So, can maybe, I have just a little less pain? If I have to have a flu, can it not hurt so damned much? I'd ask to just be better but I've learnt that it's a pointless ask. Karma and all that.

Yours,
Nancy.

FUCK!

Numb3rs isn't on tonight! AGAIN!

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FUCK!

Bwah. I hate being sick.

I get so bored, you know? I like to do things. I think I'm going to bed and I'll write on my lappie for a while. Lemme know what stories you want to see progress from. ;-P

This is going to sound like a stupid commercial, but my cats are fucking nuts for Fancy Feast dried kibble. Seriously. I've never seen cats go so nuts for plain kibble before. Melma tries to pry it out of my hand. They get the Puss-in-boots Big Eye thing. AND they're going off their regular Dine dried cat food in favour of Fancy Feast, which isn't too good considering I have three bags of Dine left and Fancy Feast is thirty cents more or something.

I wish my cats would eat normal cat food. You'd think they wouldn't know the difference, right? Stupid cat will just eat what's edible. Oh, oh no. They're fussy little fuckers. Sometimes Lenny isn't happy with the flavour of tinned cat food I give him. I haven't seen that punk today, but I heard him in the roof so I know he's keeping low. The weather is foul and he hates bad weather.

I'm going to snuggle down and write. I keep falling asleep listening to Omar Faruk Tekbilek. It's really stupid because it infiltrates my dreams and stuff. And I'll sit listening to what I didn't finish listening to the night before, and then I get deja vu cause it's familiar but I wasn't conscious when listening to it. So funny!

And I had a dream that I was snogging Hayden Christensen. *rubs hands*