Bleh!

Totally didn't get in. Not surprised in the slightest. Dean said it was because I look too smart. He said he knew I'd like to hear that! LOL My friend Tania got in, and I'm sooo happy cause she's great. And I congratulated one girl at the station that I saw got in, cause she's a bit overweight and I thought it was so nice that they let her in, but not really just that - she had a great voice!

Anyway, I'm not that upset. I mean, I wonder, logically, if I have what it takes to do this fucking thing, but on the other side of the coin it IS Popstars, and I guess God wants me to walk to the beat of my own drum.

Speaking of walking, people were walking ALL over this gold thing on the ground. And a girl I was sitting with goes, "Hey - is that a bit of jewellry?" "I don't know!" I said. Later, when we were walking to the line, I bent over and picked it up cause I was like, "Hmm... I wonder what it is."

It's a real gold bracelet!!! Real gold! At least 9ct!! I've never had real gold jewellry before, ever ever!! Only gold plated, not gold gold gold like this. I don't know if it looks very good on me, but I feel very posh with it on. It's so elegant and nice, and Helen said that someone up there wanted to say that it was good that I keep trying things out like this. :)

Anyway, I better get off here, my poor nephew wants to play a game on here.

OOh! My Mum had her op, she was OFF HER FACE. Was so hilarious!! I couldn't stop laughing! She kept doing things over and over again, like showing us her stockings she got for the op and asking me how my "poppy-thingy" went. And lifting her nighty and showing us the holes they put in her - and everything else at the same time! Very hilarious!! And she kept sitting up and going, "Can I go home tonight?" Like NO!! *laughs* Anyway, it's good to see she's all right. *prays that she can come home soon*

Anyway, now I'm REALLY off. Love you all!