Owwww

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I am in so much agony atm. My right tonsil is swollen up like a golf ball and I can't swallow. My neck is just throbbing, and it hurts to speak. I feel shit, so shit, I just want to curl up and die.

I'm going to the doctors tomorrow, but it's just going to cost me money because Medicare are so fucking hapless. I just want to cry, you know? I feel so bad.

And it's made me feel utterly depressed, I feel like everything I've done is hopeless, yadda yadda, not true but I just feel so bad that I can't get up and get to work.

I'm going to get off and rest some more. It hurts so bad. >_