Well, that was fun.

[logansrogue]

I'm home. I am so damned doped up right now. I am basically touch-typing this. It's really weird, I just can't keep my eyes open but I"m so bored that I don't want to sleep. It's a weird drugged sleepiness.

They gave me oxycontin. I don't think I like it. I feel a bit nauseous (Nearly wrote sauseous which is funny). Gas hurts as usual. Was on morphine this time, not pethadine. Hd some fun in the theatre before going under. The team there are hilarious, good people. I sang as they put in the drip again, but singing is my coping mechanism when I"m nervous or in pain or both.

Mum's currently watching Doomsday. I hate the sound of the movie. Booming, shouting, screaming, stupid bitches being hysterical and a trite soundtrack.

So anyway, what they found. Lots and lots of what they call "superficial" growths. Shallow growths. They only like me for my clothes and my good legs, apparently. So if I get ugly and fat, maybe they'll fuck off. Hahaha! But uhm, seriously, it was everywhere. On my ligaments, all around the uterus in between organs, and yay of yays - on. my. BOWEL.

I've heard about what endo on the bowel can do. Needless to say, I am very unhappy about that news. Well, not unhappy. Disappointed? Pissed off? Scared? Good news on the other hand - my organs are not stuck together. And apparently, my ovaries are fine. THANKS BE TO GOD! My baby-maker is safe for now.

Oh, and I've been scratching myself silly all afternoon. I was too high to stop it. Now I have scratches all over my face. Fucking opiates.

Oh THANK GOD. The movie Mum was watching is over. I swear, that woman's voice was so fucking annoying that even her laugh made me want to punch a cunt. Fucking hell.

I'm mean on oxycontin. Isn't that what House is supposedly hooked on? This would explain a lot.Aaaanyway:

Thank you all so much for your well wishes in the last post. It means a lot to me! I really do have some wonderful friends :).

Comments

[secrets-n-lies.livejournal.com]

Oxycontin is known as "hillbilly heroin" :P

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Dude, there is no way I would take this any more than I'd have to cause it's HORRIBLE. Worst opiate ever! :(

[strangedave.livejournal.com]

Glad you are home, and glad there was some good news as well as some not so good.

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Thanks. Are you coming to my party next week? I'm scared nobody is coming. :(

[hotclaws.livejournal.com]

hurrah for the good news

[xedra.livejournal.com]

So glad you are home and recovering.
*gentle cuddly HUGS*

[strangedave.livejournal.com]

Yes, I am coming to your party.

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

That's good! Is Karen coming too? She's having a party the following week, right? I'll be there for that. :D :D :D

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Aww, thanks darl!

[angriest.livejournal.com]

If Sonia and I don't pop in it's because we have the memories of very unmemorising things. : )

Seriously, she has a brain condition that causes memory lapses, and I haven't a functional memory in my life.

[angriest.livejournal.com]

Haha! I really liked Doomsday! It was so ridiculously silly. It was as if the director grabbed his DVD collection and threw them in a blender.

[annearchy.livejournal.com]

I'm mean on oxycontin. Isn't that what House is supposedly hooked on? This would explain a lot.Aaaanyway:

Rush Limbough, the drug-addled gas-bag right-wing radio host, is also hooked on oxycontin. I think he was a right-wing idiot before he got hooked, but maybe the drug makes him meaner.

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Clearly, I'll have to prod you repeatedly, cause I'd so love you both to be here. :D

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

I'm sure I'd enjoy watching it if I could actually see the screen. All I could hear was the sounds of the movie, and I have a deep hatred of women screaming and whimpering in movies. I hate hearing women suffer, even if it is pretend.

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Oy! I'm in a lot of pain from the gas still. Damned oxycontin is finally getting its way out of my system now. Thank the Lord!

What I don't get is WHY you'd want to be on it constantly. I felt absolutely shithouse on it. Sick, doped up, tired, you name it. I get better pain relief from codeine.

[sir-devans.livejournal.com]

House is addicted to Vicodin, then briefly to Methodone and I'm sure he's tried every opiate under the sun at some point, god bless him.

[sugaryfun.livejournal.com]

Not all good news, but I'm glad it went okay. *sends recovery vibes*