Ugh. Thank you life.
Sep. 26th, 2008 09:56 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
logansrogueNot a good day.
- Boyfriend went back up north yesterday. I miss him already. I always feel so happy in his hugs.
- Waiting to hear about Johnny. It's killing me.
- Had a barney with Dad about money. Apparently I haven't paid him for three weeks. I didn't even realise. I was so busy with my boyfriend last week, and had so many issues with the government that a whole week went by where I didn't even think about money. God, I'm stupid sometimes.
- It's Showtime tomorrow. (Big ass fair taking place across my street, directly, seriously, only fifty metres away from me). Have to keep Rogue inside, and she's trying to get out at every opportunity. I'm scared every time the door opens.
- Running out of food to eat. Not enough food is gluten-free. I feel guilty for spending money on food cause my Dad gets shitty whenever I spend money on anything that's not saving or not paying my way here in the house. I'm at the end of my fucking tether with him. OH, and he yells at me when Mum tells him I'm coming shopping too. He hates it when I go shopping with him. Hypocritical dickweed. I said, "Do you WANT YOUR MONEY?!" Cause how else am I supposed to fucking get it? OSMOSIS?! I CAN'T WALK LONG DISTANCES.
- Heartily sick of being sick. My pelvis is a warzone. I hurt all the fucking time.
- I know it's Spring here, so we're going to have cold days, and cold days are good! But I'm SICK OF FREEZING MY TITS OFF every time I go have a bath or shower. It HURTS it's that cold. Every time I'm cold, my endo just clangs in my pelvis like a freakin' bell of pain. My skin aches. I'm looking SO FORWARD to summer, I can't tell you.
- Want life to stop kicking me in the ass for a little bit. Just a little bit. Please?
ETA: It can't be *too* bad. Johnny's looking a bit better today. I'm not stopping praying though. I'm going to be bothering God like a right born-again this week.
- Boyfriend went back up north yesterday. I miss him already. I always feel so happy in his hugs.
- Waiting to hear about Johnny. It's killing me.
- Had a barney with Dad about money. Apparently I haven't paid him for three weeks. I didn't even realise. I was so busy with my boyfriend last week, and had so many issues with the government that a whole week went by where I didn't even think about money. God, I'm stupid sometimes.
- It's Showtime tomorrow. (Big ass fair taking place across my street, directly, seriously, only fifty metres away from me). Have to keep Rogue inside, and she's trying to get out at every opportunity. I'm scared every time the door opens.
- Running out of food to eat. Not enough food is gluten-free. I feel guilty for spending money on food cause my Dad gets shitty whenever I spend money on anything that's not saving or not paying my way here in the house. I'm at the end of my fucking tether with him. OH, and he yells at me when Mum tells him I'm coming shopping too. He hates it when I go shopping with him. Hypocritical dickweed. I said, "Do you WANT YOUR MONEY?!" Cause how else am I supposed to fucking get it? OSMOSIS?! I CAN'T WALK LONG DISTANCES.
- Heartily sick of being sick. My pelvis is a warzone. I hurt all the fucking time.
- I know it's Spring here, so we're going to have cold days, and cold days are good! But I'm SICK OF FREEZING MY TITS OFF every time I go have a bath or shower. It HURTS it's that cold. Every time I'm cold, my endo just clangs in my pelvis like a freakin' bell of pain. My skin aches. I'm looking SO FORWARD to summer, I can't tell you.
- Want life to stop kicking me in the ass for a little bit. Just a little bit. Please?
ETA: It can't be *too* bad. Johnny's looking a bit better today. I'm not stopping praying though. I'm going to be bothering God like a right born-again this week.
