I was sick, I was weary, I was loathing the thought of working through the holiday season. But when I gave myself a day of thinking about it, I realised I'd miss it. I'd miss having something to do. I'd miss the challenge, the pressure and I'd miss this:
( Results! )
So yeah, I'm not quitting. Not for now. It's hard going, but I deserve to succeed in this, and it's teaching me good things. I'm feeling good about myself for the first time in ages. I've been in a place where I feel good about my body and my looks, and now I'm in a place where I feel good about my brains.
You know what? The latter feels SO MUCH BETTER. Looks are fleeting, it's a pressure, it's a chore sometimes. BRAINS ARE FOREVER, YO! *dances with delight*
( Results! )
So yeah, I'm not quitting. Not for now. It's hard going, but I deserve to succeed in this, and it's teaching me good things. I'm feeling good about myself for the first time in ages. I've been in a place where I feel good about my body and my looks, and now I'm in a place where I feel good about my brains.
You know what? The latter feels SO MUCH BETTER. Looks are fleeting, it's a pressure, it's a chore sometimes. BRAINS ARE FOREVER, YO! *dances with delight*